Thinking of you...
AN: hey guys here is a story that well i had to wirte hope you like it. Dong by Katy Perry Thining of you.
Disclaimer: If I had writen Twilight I would not be writing this fan fiction know would I?? I donlt own the song either.=[ Sadly
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"I don't want you." Those words where the knife of my heart. He left me without no explanation. He told me I would be fine that I would never be visited by his KIND again. He was wrong.
Three months after he left she came. Victoria, she came as if a lost child went to their parent.
She seemed to have enjoyed to know that I was alone. I was deep in the woods that day. Deep enough that I was lost no were to be seen, or heard.
I would have been fine if she had killed me. I would have been happier if she had killed me but she didn't. She knew what was happening. She saw what was happening. So she thought of the sweetest revenge. She made me one of them. She bite me and left me in pain for three days. No one found me no one heard me. It had been me and the wilderness for three day straight. I didn't dare let out a scream. I knew if they found me and my transformation was over I would kill them and I would not be able to help it.
So I stayed quiet. It didn't feel like three days but I knew it was three days. Once I was changed I followed a strict diet. I didn't not want to harm any humans so I engorged my self in animal blood as much as possible. When I finally went into town. The human blood did not affect me at all. It smelled we come into town a year after my transformation. I was belived to be dead. My body had not been found and a wake was held for Isabella Swan, But I was no longer Isabella Swan. I was someone different I was someone much more powerful, and that most of all scared me.
I let the time pass not letting myself be seen. 95 years went by I had a new life. I was Bella Johnson. I had a lover once but that came and went. I was a no-mad. No one traveled with me and I didn't not travel with anyone else. I roomed the earth distracting myself of the one person that would make me whole again. I learned a lot of things in 95 years. I learned 7 different languages. I learned the piano and the guitar and I learned how to read and write music, but those were just distractions.
It still lead me to the place were I missed so dearly. Back in forks everyone o ever knew and everyone that has ever known me died. Isabella Swan know was just a name in a thomb stone. Isabella Swan did not exist. I was never going to be that happy person that I was when I was with him.
I moved back to Forks not letting attention to be brought to me. I got a job in a Pub. I was as everyone thought. A regular girl just got out of college just looking for a good time. I soon grew friendships. That is what brought me here. I am about to go out and sing a song written by Bella Johnson.
As the stage lights hit my eyes I was blind from the audience for a minuet. It was a full house tonight. My breathing started to sped up. Would I be able to so this?
" Hello I am Isabella Johnson and I wrote this song for someone who was very special to me and well I wish that he was here."
I took my guitar and softly started to sing.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
In this particular part of the song I was writing when I was with Nate. Nate was a vampire we were together for 75 years then he found his mate. He was just another distraction in my life.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
When ever I was with Nate he was always a douche bag to me. Why I was with him I do not know, but when ever I was with him. He was rough and rude. When ever I was with him I was wishing it was Edward.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay... Stay.....
I left the stage before I broke down. All I heard was applause. I rant through the back door and took an unnecessary breath of air. That's when I smelled it. I turned around and was face to face with the person that all my songs were based on. Edward.
" Edward" I whispered softly thinking it was just an old memory coming back to haunt me. But as I looked into his eyes I knew that it wasn't.
" Bella, I'm Sorry."
" Is it really you."
" Yes."
I stood there motionless afraid to move afraid to think if I did he would disappear, but as I stayed there he was still there. My heart re healed in an instant I felt as if I was whole again. But suddenly it dawned on me. If he left me once he is going to leave me again.
" Edward, Why did you show yourself to me? It's going to hurt so much more know that I know you here. You don't have to worry, I'll leave."
I turned around about to leave to again have my heart shattered. When I felt his what now felt like warm hands on my shoulder.
"Bella, I love you."
" No you don't Edward. You left me for a reason. Don't feel sorry for me just because you heard that song."
" Bella I only left you because I wanted you to have a human life."
" Well clearly that didn't happen know did it?"
" I know I have been looking for you for 95 years Bella."
" I'm not that hard to find Edward,"
" More difficult than you know it Bella."
" What do you mean?"
" I don't know if you were aware of it but, your power didn't let Alice see your future, So I couldn't find you. So after 80 something years I decided to wait here in Forks. Sooner or later you would have to come back. But I got tired of waiting. I felt as if I wasn't doing anything. So for the last 15 years I have been going around the world looking for you. I learned everything I could about what happened to you. I talked to all the professors that thought you. I even talked to Nate..."A low growl was adminished in his throught. If I wasn't more than human I would not have been able to hear it.
" ...Finally, I tracked your sent back here to forks. If I had been more patient I would have found you three months ago when you first arrived, but I wanted to see you so bad Bella. I'm nothing without you."
"Edward, I...I"
" Bella I'm not going to leave you again. It might be selfish but I want to be with you forever. Please forgive me Bella. Take me back"
" I love you Edward." I loved Edward more than life itself. I loved him more than blood. I would happily kill myself for Edward. I leaned down and kissed him lips. The fit perfectly into mine, and there is were they would be forever.
" I love you Bella and I was thinking of you too."
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An: This is not the kind of story I usually write but I wanted to give it a shot if it sucks I understand.=] I know I promised you guys another story but this story was stuck in my head and I had to write it down it was haunting me in my sleep. Hope you enjoyed it...=] press the magical green button and review...=]
