Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ponder things in my mind. They don't make sense and they aren't real, they just wiz around my head, so astronomically fast that they crash into the sides of my brain.

The dreams are always present; they never give me a night's peace; just the excruciating pain that flows through the veins in my body. I can't wake from the nightmares and I can't escape them. Every night Charlie wakes me up, to stop me from screaming.

Some day's I just want to pretend that this is just one big bad dream and that I could just wake up any second. But it never happens, I am always in this nightmare and I can never wake up.

Standing here looking down into the dark sea, it seems like a good idea. The thought of seeing you again, forces me to take my jewellery and jacket off. As I stand back I see you again, you tell me to stop, but I won't. I just want you to stay for longer; I can't bear the thought of you leaving me again.

As I through myself off the cliff, I feel this amazing feeling. An amazing rush, that flows through my body. Then I hit the water and you're there again. You are floating next to me. I don't care about the freezing cold water that is wrapping its self around my body. I just stare at you and, for a minute it seems like you are really there.

Then the waves get larger and you disappear, I am through against the base of the cliff and darkness envelopes me. I was safe now; you had taken me to the place where I felt safe.

AN: This is just a quick little story that I wrote, its not that good but I just wanted to write something.

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