After all, HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME?
A/N1: This my first story I publich in english so I would like to apologise for the mistakes. All reviews, crtics, anything welcome.
A/N2: Some of you may dislike this story. I just wanted you to think about the good and bad decisions and whether the bad ones can be justified by good intentions. That is all for now, bo reading.
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Sitting in his expensive leather armchair her hands sweated in anxiety. She hated that feeeling of dependency on someone else. Unfortunately that was the exacr state, Hermione had found herself in. Behind her back, she heard his approaching steps.
"This is the only way I can help you. He said while putting a small bottle in front of her. Then he sat in the other armchair in the room.The liquid inside the bottle gave out an impression of something totally disgusting.
"What," her voice trembled, "is that for?"
"As I said. It will solve your problem." He answered.
"Almost vanish, you can say. You should leave now, I have some work to do." He tried to get rid of her.
"But Severus," she cried, "I can't just.." she couldnt even pronounce it.
„I can´t do it." Whispering she felt the first tear running down her cheek.
„I understand that." He responded.
„But this is completely your problem."
Hermione was shaking. Of course she didn´t expect a proposal or anything but his cruelty neither. He used to be so nice to her, so why that chaned now? But this wasn´t about her, she knew very well that alone she can´t handle her situation. She had to fight for her baby.
"No, it´s not, Severus." She copied his tone.
"You are a father now. With all responsibilites. Whether you like it or not."
He smiled "Do you really believe, you are going to frighten me? It was simply a business. In exchange for my pleasure, you shined in all subjects. You were aware of the fact that you were not the only student in my bed. I gave you a solution, you refuse to accept it. The business has ended for me."
Without any further interest in their conversation, he took the paper and began reading it.
She wasn´t trying to hold back the tears anymore. She couldn´t be that cold. Never. It was never just a business for her as described their relationship. Never.
The pain of her broken heart blinded her mind. She tore the Daily prophet apart and began to choke him. She wanted him to taste her pain, she needed to see his fear. Severus grabed her wrists and easily squeezed her small body under his. He fixed her head to the floor.
"I will tell the truth. About everything you are doing here in dungeons." She hissed.
"Will you, huh?" he laughed.
"None of the girls wil support you. It is too valuable for them to stay quiet. And I doubt it, that anyone will believe you." He grumbled.
"And don´t even think about the parental tests." He read her thoughts.
"You would just embarass yourself. Now get out of here and cry out of your picture with your stupid friends." He let her free and left.
Hermione wasn´t moving. She was afraid. Her guts rumbled under her fear. She feared the moment she moves her finger, her world will fall apart.
