So I didn't really like how the story was going and I wanted to read over it again to make some changes. I also found some mistakes to it so I'm re-writing it all and uploading it again. Enjoy!
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Chapter 1; Lust in His Eyes
06/22/09 – 08/18/09
It's been three days since my visit to the Hospital, I had to skip two days of school because my over-protective and over-worried Fiancée that no one, except for my Father knows about, told me that I had to stay home and rest. Still, I'm not complaining since my Fiancée comes after school, drops off all my missing work and of course stays to help me complete it. He lives next door, so it's absolutely not a problem or a bother for him to stay till late. Who's my Fiancée you wonder… he's none other than my childhood friend, my first love and now my Japanese Literature Teacher… Hikaru Hitachiin.
Hikaru had bought me a cell phone on the day of my release from the Hospital in order to call him if I ever needed anything while he was at school, but also so that I could be able to communicate with my friends while resting at home. Tama-Kun had called me on Friday afternoon in order to give me his home address but not before insisting on picking me up at home, Hikaru was in my room going over some of my work, no body knew where I lived and I wanted to keep it a secret, so I counter-attacked as I also insisted on taking the bus. After a long debate on how I would get to his house, I finally won. Yet another debate ended up occurring once I hanged up the phone, this time with Hikaru. Now he was the one insisting that taking the bus was most definitely an awful idea, he gave me two choices, either him dropping me off at Tama-Kun's place or having my friends pick me up at a certain spot close to the house.
I thought about it and neither of those ideas worked for me, not one bit. Hikaru dropping me off would only cause questions if he was too been seen. The idea of my friends picking me up will only make them curious in knowing where I lived and if they were to find out, it would only cause problems for Hikaru and trouble for me. I needed to think hard on what was I to do and how exactly to solve this problem.
After a few minutes of thinking and another few minutes of debating, an idea… no, more like a solution just BAM! Hit me. Okay, I was gonna get drop off but not by Hikaru, my driver was gonna be my dear friend Aisawa. Hikaru had to agree to my idea because it was best for both him and me. All I needed to do now was ask Aisawa if he was okay with it… he gladly agreed, 'anything for my precious baby doll', was what he said which weirdly caused Hikaru to get jealous. That had been happening a lot lately; Hikaru getting jealous of Aisawa was something I couldn't understand.
Alright, since everything was now settled for Saturday, Hitachiin-Sensei made me put down the phone and continued with the rest of my school work.
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Today was finally my day off from all that school work. Thanks to Hikaru's help, I was able to finish it all up last night. "Nh, it's finally Saturday!" I exclaimed as I stretched still under my bed covers. As I stretched all the way, I accidentally hit a warm body which was lying next to me.
"Ouch, what was that for? Damn, why do you always wake up so early?"
"Sorry Hikaru, I forgot you had stayed over, again…Besides it's not early, it's nearly 1:00 pm." I sat up on my bed; Hikaru on the other hand covered himself completely. "Hikaru come on, you outta get up, too. Kaoru now knows that he and I are not related and that he's actually your younger brother, but he still doesn't know about you and me…" I removed the covers, causing him to gaze up at me with an innocent expression on his face. "Darling, finding YOU shirtless in MY bed will only cause him to punch your lights out, SO if you intent on staying alive for both of us, you better get your cute butt out of bed and back to your own place."
He stood up, stretching his body before putting his shirt back on. "Haruhi, when you said 'staying alive for both of us' you meant?" I threw a pillow at his face for saying such absurd things.
"Of course I meant YOU and ME, IDIOT! It's not as if I'm the Virgin Mary, seriously sometimes I wonder what you have up on that head of yours."
"Hahaha, you know I'm just messing with ya', Babe." (A/n; NuNnaLiE18: Geez, when I re-read the word 'Babe' I couldn't help but think of my ex-boyfriend saying it to me… Argh get out of my head! Oh by the way… WooHoo First Author's Note for this Story!! TeeHee) He gave me a kiss on the forehead, patting my head while doing so. "Babe, go over to the main house before you leave to Souh-Kun's place, I want to give you something special." and so before I could reply, he jumped off the balcony, as he always did.
I walked over to the balcony to see him off; he turned around and blew me a kiss. I smiled and did the same, once his back was given to me, my smiled dropped. As I walked into the shower, I couldn't help but think out loud about these past few days. "On Wednesday he stayed over at the Hospital and since then he has been coming over to my house with the excuse of bringing me my school work, and every night without anyone noticing, he stays over. After my work is all finished, we start to make out, but that's it… He always comes up with some lame excuse, like he needs to wake up early the next day or that I still need to rest so that I can recover faster, it's all in order to make us both stop. In the end, it makes me wonder if he actually wants to be with me or not. Yeah, he says we're engaged and all, but does he truly want to get married to me? Does being engaged really mean that he loves me?" I let out a long sigh while letting the warm water soak every inch of my body. "Hikaru, what do you truly feel?"
Once I had finished taking a shower and getting ready for the day, I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. My dad and Kaoru were already in there, preparing lunch.
"Good Afternoon Haru-Chii, how about some lunch?" Kaoru questioned once he saw me entering the kitchen.
"Uhm, no thanks, I'll just have some Mango juice. I already made plans on having lunch over at Tama-Kun's house." I said as Kaoru poured me some juice and handed me the glass. (A/n; NuNnaLiE18: I wasn't sure on what sorta juice or food to make her eat, so I decided on pure Mango Juice and I got the idea because I'm drinking that sorta juice right now.)
"Oh, Ok, so are you leaving right now, want me to take you?"
"Nah, its okay, I already asked Aisawa and he agreed. Thanks anyways, I'm off." I gave Kaoru and my dad a kiss on the cheek before walking out the kitchen and through the front doors. I stopped by the main house as instructed by my… 'Could I actually call him My Boyfriend?' I shook that aside as I asked one of the maids to call on him, but she seemed to have had different orders as she instead took me to his room.
"Hikaru-Sama, Haruhi-Sama has arrived." She sweetly said with a few gentle knocks to the door.
"She may come in…" was his only reply as the maid opened the door and signaled me to enter. Once I had walked in, the door gently and quietly closed behind me.
Hikaru was sitting at his desk with more than a few piles of papers stacked in front of him. I couldn't help but feel a bit guilty since he had been helping me out with MY School work instead of doing his.
I walked over to him, while standing behind him I began to massage his shoulders. His muscles were completely tense. I started giving him butterfly kisses on his neck causing a shiver down his spine. "Now this is what a teacher should look like, working really hard." I whispered in his ear, at the same time I couldn't help but giggle at the fact that all these papers were still my fault.
"Yeah, this makes you the seducing student." He grabbed my hand and pulled me over his shoulder, causing me to land on his lap.
"Kya!" I closed my eyes since he had caught me by surprise. When I re-opened them I saw Hikaru had that stupid mischievous smirk on his face. "You enjoy tormenting me, don't you?" I questioned trying to free myself from his grip, yet to no avail. "Hikaru, do you mind?"
"What?" He asked as if he knew not what I was referring to. I felt his right hand making its way up my thigh and under my skirt.
'Why in the world did I picked today of all the others to wear a freaking skirt, damn it!' I mentally punched myself, trying harder to squirm myself from his hold. "Hikaru, stop it!" I yelled but as I looked up, I realized that nothing I say or do would make him change his mind now, as his hand kept on going farther into my skirt, his eyes showed pure lust. (A/n; NuNnaLiE18: This is what I meant by the Title, so if anyone of you thought that I misspelled 'Lost' and wrote down 'Lust' you were totally wrong. TeeHee) He leaned down gently nibbled on my neck. "Hika-ru, seriously… just… stop-" My words came out in full stutters as his right hand was slowly nearing my core, while he still prevented me from moving with his left hand, continuing the nibbling on my neck.
"Haru-hi…" he said my name almost pleading for me to accept what was going on, but how could I? He was doing this out of Lust, not Love!
My breathing started to get heavy as I tried my best to keep my tears from falling.
His hand had finally reached its destination, but thankfully just as his fingers were making their way under my panties, my cell phone rang. (A/n; NuNnaLiE18: I bet some of you are all like, 'NO why? Stupid Cell phone!' and others are like 'Yes! Thank God for the cell phone.' Am I right, or am I right? LOl) Catching him completely by surprise, he released his grip of my body allowing me to break-free. I literally jumped off his lap and once I had completely caught my breath, I answered.
"Hello... Hey Aisawa … Yeah, of course I still need a ride… Oh, I just stopped by Hikaru's, sorry… Yeah everything's okay, no worries, I'm on my way… Okay, bye." (A/n; NuNnaLiE18: Since I didn't write down what Aisawa was saying I'm gonna write it here… "Haruhi, its Aisawa... Are you still gonna need the ride? ... Ok well I'm waiting for you, where you at? ... Is everything okay? Your voice sounds weird… Okay, see you in a bit." And that's what Aisawa was saying on the other end of the call.) I looked over at Hikaru; he was looking out the window. I walked towards the door, holding the knob, I stopped. "You know its not that I didn't want to do it with you, I love you and without a second thought I would gladly loose my virginity to you." I stood there; looking at the knob in my hand, waiting, but nothing was said from his side so I continued. "I don't want to do it with you when all I'm able to see in your eyes is Lust... Hikaru, I'm your Fiancée, not your Sex-Toy, if…" I took a deep breath and slowly let it out. "If Sex is all you truly want from me, then I don't think we're meant for each other after all." I opened the door and left the room.
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-Hikaru's P.O.V-
I couldn't stop, no matter how hard I tried; I couldn't stop myself from touching Haruhi. Something had come over me; I wanted to make her mine. I wanted… needed… longed for Haruhi's warm body so much. I saw the tears forming in her eyes, but not even then was I able to control this… this desire. My hands had a mind of their own… my right hand made its way, slowly up her thigh, reaching her womanhood. That sensitive place that I knew for a fact, no one had ever touched. I had been nibbling on her neck all this time; I knew for sure some light markings had been left on her delicate flesh. Finally, just as my fingers were making their way under her silky under-garment, her cell phone began to ring, bringing me back to reality and out of that uncontrollable situation. My grip was released from her body and she rapidly jumped off my lap, waiting a few seconds to answer the phone.
I heard her mentioning Aisawa's name. 'Nice timing, Aisawa…' I thought as I walked over to the window, looking down I saw Aisawa leaning on his car with the phone in his left hand and the other inside his pocket. My emotions were mixed-up, I knew not if I was glad that Aisawa had called or if I was mad because he had interrupted us. As I heard Haruhi say her 'bye', I saw Aisawa hanging up his phone and turning his gaze up towards my window with a confused yet curious expression on his face. I looked at him, no expression shown on mine. I heard Haruhi walking to the door, but stopped midway.
"You know its not that I didn't want to do it with you, I love you and without a second thought I would gladly loose my virginity to you." She paused, I guessed she was waiting for my reply but I wasn't able to give her any, so she continued. "I don't want to do it with you when all I'm able to see in your eyes is Lust... Hikaru, I'm your Fiancée, not your Sex-Toy, if…" She paused again, this time taking in some air. "If Sex is all you truly want from me, then I don't think we're meant for each other after all." She opened the door and left, not even allowing me to reply as I saw the door close.
I intended on running after her, but stopped myself from re-opening the door. I walked over to my desk, slamming my palms onto it, furious at my own actions. "DAMN IT!" I threw the pile of stacked papers off my desk and they scattered all over the floor. I let myself fall back on my chair, turning my head downwards and slamming, this time my right fist, onto the desk, my left hand clenching onto my pocket.
I left my room once I had somewhat cooled down, ordering a couple of my maids to re-organize the papers, no questions asked. I left the house, going out for a walk was well too needed at the moment. "Haruhi, I'm sorry." In my left hand I held the small object that had been hidden inside my pocket. It was a silver necklace, ornamented by a silver moon with a shining star shaped diamond at the tip. "Haruhi wasn't this, what I meant to give you? Then why did it turn like that?" I placed the necklace back into my pocket, taking a long and cooling walk.
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End of Chapter 1!!
Chapter one has been re-typed. I think it sounds a bit better now, I didn't make many changes but I did make some. Hope you liked it, please keep on reading.
So the actual "Something Special" Hikaru was referring to was the Necklace, and Not the whole uncontrollable Hormonal Act. Poor Hikaru seems that his Love-Life Sucks… Every time thing are going well between Haruhi and him, something happens and it all goes down hill! Alright, in any case, so far so good, right? (I hope) Uhm, what did you guys think about this chapter… Is the story starting out good, sorta like not even, or like totally bad??
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Ooh, one more thing… Do you guys like the new way of separating?? =^_^= It's a Kitty!! TeeHee
