This is just a little drabble I threw together. The idea for it just came to me and would NOT leave me alone till I wrote it all down. It's AU. Please review =)
She was walking along an empty corridor when a hand reached out and grabbed her wrist pulling her into an empty classroom. She closed her eyes and braced herself for the storm for she already knew who it was. Severus 's face was so close to her his breath disturbed her hair. They were almost kissing, and it was full of anguish. So he had heard….
"Potter?" He almost screamed at her.
"Sev I" She started
"Don't!" he cut her off. "Don't you fucking say it. Don't say that you didn't know how to tell me because you care." He roared as tears started flowing from his eyes.
"Sev, please" She whispered "what you and I have I will always cherish, but we're not meant to be together. I'm sorry." She pleaded, tears forming in her eyes now as well.
"Don't! Don't apologize to me." He replied viciously. He reached up and grabbed her face and pulled her into a kiss that said everything he never had the chance to say.
She let him kiss her and then pulled away. "No, stop,"She said breathlessly.
"Why?" He asked, his voice full of suffering. "Because of him? " He kissed her. "Tell me to stop because you don't love me." He said capturing her lips again as she opened them to reply. "Tell me to stop because you never did" He said breaking their kiss and then swooping in for another. "Tell me to stop because you never meant any of the things you ever said to me…but don't tell me to stop because you feel it's the right thing to do now that you are James fucking Potter's girlfriend." He said resting his forehead against hers and letting his teas flow freely into hers.
And suddenly Lily didn't want him to stop, she didn't want to tell him no. All she wanted was to feel him against every inch of her skin. She wanted to kiss him forever and know he would never kiss another woman like he kissed her, would never love another woman like he loved her. She wanted him all to herself for the rest of her life.
"Sev, I…I can't" She stuttered pulling herself free of his grasp. She turned and ran out of the classroom all the way to the Gryffindor common room leaving Severus there with his heart shattered on the floor.
