AN/ So I know I shouldn't start another Fic since I already have one going but I couldn't resist. I got the idea from reading It's You by anniecakes13 and I also have been writing a story with a similar plot for the last 6 years... Seriously!

Summary: FutureFic and AU: At the age of 17 Lucas Scott becomes a father and a decision is made but now he is paying for his mistakes. Eventual Leyton.

Disclaimer: I don't own One Tree Hill and the characters that you don't recognize are of my imagination.

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Prologue

Fatherhood. It's supposed to be the best time of a man's life but not for me. I was dreading it as soon as I was told that my girlfriend Amy was pregnant at the age of 17, barely adults yet there is a human being growing inside of her. The first thing that ran through my mind was what am I going to do? Which was quickly followed by is it true? Is she really pregnant? Tests were made and it was official she is pregnant and it is mine. Negative thoughts clouded my mind for a long time afterwards because I knew that having this baby is life changing and I will no longer be able to pursue my dreams of being a writer and Amy will not be able to pursue her dreams of teaching. We will be devoted to this baby for the rest of our life but I still reused to let her have an abortion. This baby is still a human being.

Nine months is a long time to take care of a hormonal girlfriend on my own. Our family practically disowned us as soon as they found out. My Mum was especially livid when she heard the news since she had me at 17 and after a huge argument I moved out and Amy and I moved into the cheapest apartment we could afford.

I have to admit that once I saw my little girl for the first time my heart broke. All the anxiety and negative thoughts left my mind immediately at the sight of the most beautiful creature that I have ever laid eyes on; that we created together brought tears to my eyes. The doctor congratulated us both and handed the screaming baby to me. I took her in my arms and held her to chest and started to rock her gently but all the while I felt so scared that I would hurt her. Amy smiled up at me and after kissing her on the head I passed my daughter down to her gently. Both Amy's Mum and Dad came to greet their granddaughter but only Dan showed for me. My Mum didn't show at all and it hurt.

With each day that passed my love for her grew and I spent a lot of my free time just watching her sleep, unable to tear my eyes away her fragile form but that all changed very quickly when Amy gave me a choice, such an impossible decision that either way I looked at it I loose and with little time to decide what to do. So in the end I did what I thought was best, even if it hurt me everyday... even if I regret it everyday.

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AN/So what do you think? Should I continue? Drop a review and let me know.

Deanie