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"Inner"
Flashback
'thought
"Talking" "Whisper"
Diary
writing POV
Step
by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...
Normal POV
They sky… It was grey dark, dull and black. It was cold and raining. Rain… It must have been crying with ALL OF Konoha for the loss of their angel…
I'm
supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even
though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am
never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even
if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino you it don't matter
I'd
never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have
to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my
crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm
supposed to be beside 'em
That Ja shit I tried to squash it, it
was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't
cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailies name on a song
and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some
Jay-Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like
we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm
exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who
caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got
in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why
would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my
intentions, my intentions were good
I went through my whole career
without ever mentionin' Suge
Now it's just out of respect for not
runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing
about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I
did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all
over TV Down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck
it I understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of
my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any
minute cuz
[Chorus
Step by step, heart to heart, left right
left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart,
we never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers
Hyuuga Hinata.
Why her?
Why did she have to risk her life for her dad event though she knows he doesn't love her…?
She shouldn't of jumped in…
Naruto's POV
I'm so FUKIN MAD!
WHY. WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE? LEAV ME ALONE IN THIS MESSED UP WORLD? EVEN THOUGH HER FATHER DIDN'T LOVE HER?!
There
used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't
have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated
cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it
ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game,
callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop
the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him,
kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he
wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines
how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have
it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in another direction
Some
receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an
erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to
blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's
fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that
publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it
has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that
motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being
pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef
with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like
either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front
line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the
orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll
maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we
love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runyon
Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth
more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people
hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter
way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see
the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any
further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm
coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit
poppin' off at your jaws well then i can
Cause frankly I'm sick of
talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my
conscience cause...
I was on the verge of tears; I was going to kill the Akatsuki for this. They just wanted the Byakguan. She jumped in the way of the attack not wanting another person from her life to be taken away.
I stepped out of my apartment door. Dressed in black. Eyes down cast. I passed the Yamanaka flower shop to see Sakura and Ino not fighting but hugging and crying. They lost good friend of theirs.
I made my way to the funeral seeing the Hyuuga clan. They remained emotionless even though you could see in their eyes the pain and sorrow.
Screw them. Bustards!
I sat down next to Kiba and Shino. No one saying a word. The small white coffin holding her porcelain body….
"We are gathered here today" Tsunade's loud voice booms over the quite, miserable place. "To say good-bye to a great girl who was our angel…"
I wasn't listening… I didn't want too.
She was very strong. But to weak to fight of the Akatsuki…
I hear crying and screaming seeing Hanabi trying to get out of Neji's grasp.
My eyes were wide. Was the toughest emotionless Neji…? CRYING? No! I rubbed my eyes. Hanabi was on the floor crying hard. Heaven must of seen this because it was down poring. Sakura and Ino walked up to the coffin placing white & lavender roses on or next to it. Everyone was up there…
It was my turn
I couldn't do anything… WHY?
I held out white and lavender roses. I held back some tears and placed them upon her coffin.
I stopped by Neji. He looked up at me with hate and looked away in pity.
Hanabi was still on the ground crying while Hiashi was trying to get her up.
I shook my head.
I loved her with all my heart.
Yes I loved Konoha's fallen Angel who is now with her mum.
Hyuuga Hinata.
I didn't get a chance to say "Good-Bye… My love…"
Step
by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy
soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win but the battle wages
on for toy soldiers
A/n: Song? Toy Soldiers. Please Review. No flames. Read my other story. Paths we walk on.
