AN: This is a continuation of my one shot 'Why do you tease me onna' If you haven't read that you'll be lost but I'll give you a summary before the story below. This story is focused more on Kanda and Alana but the rest of the characters play crucial parts. I want to show how the bonds between the characters start to grow more as Kanda starts to trust and confide in his fellow exorcists more. He will go through a dramatic change by the end of this story.
(Summary from the one shot)
Alana Aura was new to the order and became an exorcist. She has an equipment type innocence same as Kanda's. Her's is a whip that when it strikes it can electrocute what it hits. (I thought I'd clear that up now since it wasn't mentioned in the one shot.) She was very intrigued with one exorcist in particular and that was Yu Kanda and he was with her although neither told each other. Being sent on a mission together only intensified those feelings when they found themselves sharing an inn room together and one thing led to another and they ended up sleeping together. Okay so on with the story this starts the day after that night.
Where do we go from here?
Kanda and Alana had spent the day scouring the village as they fought the Akuma and found the innocence. Gathering their stuff they boarded the train back to the Black Order. Their relationship had changed immensely and Kanda really didn't know what to say to her as they sat there in silence and she stared out the window watching the scenery go by. 'I have to say something to her' he thought because they had shared an exotic night together that he still played through his mind. What was going to happen when they returned to the Black Order? Could they keep seeing each and if they did it would cease to be because exorcists weren't allowed to have relationships with each other. It caused problems in the past on missions when exorcists were involved with one another.
Shaking his head and dropping it slightly forward he sighed and brought his head back up to stare at her again "Onna" he said very sternly as she heard him and turned her head to look at him "Why do you insist on calling me onna Kanda?" Giving her a strange look he leaned forward towards her "Because you are my onna now." It was then she figured out onna meant woman in his language and she herself didn't know if they could keep this a secret or even if he wanted to continue the relationship. 'Maybe it was just a one night thing' she thought leaning back against the seat. Kanda saw the distant look on her face and knew she was thinking the same thing he was. He was conflicted by his feelings for her and his duty as an exorcist but he knew one thing. He wouldn't be able to just stop now that she was his.
"Alana" he said in a stern voice again as she lifted her head to look at him again he didn't know what to say because he wasn't good with words and or feelings like this. She could tell he was having a problem with what he wanted to say because his eyes kept wondering around the train car as he thought. So she leaned forward towards him and reached her hand over and placed it on his. His hand tensed with her touch but then relaxed because he wasn't good with affection. "Your mind seems heavy in thought Kanda." It was then he made eye contact with her "Hai" he would mostly talk in English but sometimes he would answer in his native language. Alana thought his native language was so beautiful and she was amazed that sometimes she actually knew what he was saying from the little time she spent with him over the past few months. It was when he got mad that he would rant in Japanese then everyone knew he was really pissed then. She squeezed his hand some as she moved over and sat next to him "Are you worried about what will happen when we get back? I mean it's not like we have to continue on with this relationship we could think of it as one wonderful night of passion." His head snapped to the side to look at her and his eyes were cold but looking at her they softened "No, I don't want to think of it that way. I want to know if you feel the same?" He was always straight and to the point. Her heart was his but she knew what would happen if the Black Order found out. They would be separated and she didn't know if she could handle being away from him. He saw her eyes drop to the floor and the sadden look that crossed her face. He shifted himself in the seat to look directly at her "Alana do you feel the same?" he asked softly reaching his hand to her cheek. Closing her eyes she rubbed her face along his hand and softly replied "Yes Kanda. But if anyone finds out we'll be separated." Leaning in he kissed her gently and passionately, moving his head slightly back "Then we shall keep it hidden." He knew he couldn't take being separated from her now, not after last night. It had been a long time since he had opened his heart to someone and after feeling what had manifested itself in him last night he wasn't going to give her up that easily.
After reaching the Black Order they went on like nothing had happened. But they would share glances and subtle brushes against each other in the hallway. Everyone had noticed Kanda seemed more on edge as usual. His cold demeanor towards everyone had slowed some it was like his mind was preoccupied with something. Sitting and eating lunch Allen walked up to him "Kanda!" Kanda paid no attention because he was staring at Alana and Allen followed his gaze and slightly grinned "KAAAANDA!" Allen yelled to get his attention as Kanda's gaze slowly lifted to Allen's grinning like an idiot face and he turned his head "What baka moyashi?" he asked annoyed. Standing there Allen stared down at him "The name is Allen straight fringe" Allen replied as he sat down slowly and leaned forward and whispered "Kanda you're staring at Alana pretty hard is there something we should know?" every muscle in Kanda's body tensed as he put his hand on Mugen and leaned closer to Allen's face "Moyashi I think you should mind your own business or I may have to slice you into little shreds of Allen confetti or use hells insects on you again." Allen's eyes widened realizing that this was not a teasing matter. He had always wondered why he and Kanda got off on the wrong foot and never liked each other but then again Kanda never liked anyone. Wanting to know why Kanda was so intrigued with Alana lately 'This is something that needs more investigating on' He thought as he stood up and turned to walk away but turning back to face Kanda who had grabbed his chopsticks again and was continuing his enjoyment of his soba noodles "Kanda I know something is up with you." Kanda's eyes came up and burned into Allen's "Leave it alone moyashi." He said coldly and sternly as Allen shrugged it off for now and he went back over to sit and finish his dinner. Getting thousands of questions from Lavi and Lenalee Allen figured he would keep this to himself right now till he found out more.
A few nights later Lavi and Allen were in Allen's room talking when Chevi, Lavi's sister who was new to the order knocked on the door. She was nothing like her brother well in the looks department at 15 she was a cute girl with her fair skin and oval shaped face, her roundish almond shaped dark turquoise eyes stood out against her dark cherry brown hair color. She also had one major crush on one Allen Walker that her brother hadn't noticed yet. Just moments before Allen's stomach had been growling and Lavi mentioned something about going and raiding the cafeteria. Opening the door to let his sister in Lavi looked out into the hall to see no one "Come on it's a good time to go raid the cafeteria Allen." Standing up Chevi smiled at Allen "That's what I was coming to ask you guys. I was going to ask if you guys were hungry too." Allen stood up and stretched feeling food would calm his worry about Kanda "I could go for some food right now." They all walked into the hall and were making their way around to the staircase when Allen looked across the way and saw Alana walking by a very dark spot. Then an arm shot out and pulled her into the dark "Lavi did you see that?" He pointed to the other side. Lavi shook his head "No. What was it?" Allen was frantic "It was Alana s-s-he was just pulled into the darkness by something." Lavi looked at his sister and her eyes widened "We have to help her." They all took off running towards the darkness. But meanwhile it was Kanda that had pulled Alana into the darkness as she walked by and pressed her against the wall. "K-Kanda?" She asked softly as she felt his body press to her "Hai who else would it be?" He answered then kissed her hungrily running his hands over her body then up the side of her skirt. It had been a week since they were together that night and his hands felt good on her skin. He leaned back some and whispered "I want to see you tonight. Come to my room later." She felt as if they were doing something so wrong but it felt so good as she answered in a whisper "Yes I'll come." He kissed her once more before he let her go, left the darkness back into the hallway. Allen, Lavi and Chevi all screeched to a halt when they saw Kanda exit the darkness and walk towards his room. Then seconds later Alana walked out into the light straightening her skirt and pulling it back into place as she continued to her room.
Lavi's mouth fell open as he turned to stare at Allen "D-Did we just see what I think we saw?" Allen's eyes narrowed and he knew why Kanda had now been infatuated with Alana. He turned to Lavi and Chevi feeling it was none of their business and he also knew Kanda would kill them all in their sleep if he found out they knew "Let's just forget about it for now alright." Just then his stomach growled reaching down and taking hold of it his face cringed "I have more important things to think about right now." Continuing on to the cafeteria they began to raid it for its junk food.
About a half hour later Allen, Lavi and Chevi we're walking back from the cafeteria with their hands loaded with food. Well Allen's were and Chevi and Lavi were carrying the over flow from Allen's. "Are you seriously going to eat all this?" Chevi asked staring at the amount of food they were carrying. Lavi laughed "Allen can put some food away. I'm surprised he's not a giant fat ass." Allen was about to round on Lavi with a defensive comment when someone caught his eye sneaking through the darkness of the hallway. He held his hand out to stop Lavi and Chevi from laughing "Sssh" as their heads came up to see the figure in a towel moving slowly through the hall as well. Lavi squinted his eyes "Who is that?" He asked questionably as they watched the person stop at Kanda's door then proceed inside. Allen turned to both of them eye's widened in amazement "I-I think that was Alana." Shaking her head Chevi said in disbelief "Nah it had to be someone else." She couldn't believe her best friend wouldn't tell her if there was something going on. They decided to let it go for tonight as they began to walk to Allen's room but deep down Allen had a feeling that there was something going on between Alana and Kanda because ever since they returned from their mission both of them had been acting peculiar.
Alana shut the door behind her as she turned to stare into the dark room to let her eyes focus. The only light in the room was a small candle that was lite on the table next to the hour glass that held a lotus flower. She walked slowly forward towards it "Kanda?" She whispered as she reached the table and stared at the flower. She was startled then by two hands curling around her waist from the back as he leaned down to her ear and whispered softly "I've been waiting for you onna." Instinctively she leaned her head back onto his bare chest as he leaned his head down and began kissing her neck as she moved her hand backwards to his body touching his bare thigh, it was then she realized he was naked. Laying gentle kisses up her neck he found her lips as his name escaped hers once more softly. He the bent down and scooped her into his arms walking her to the bed and laying her on it as he crawled over her. Then staring down at her with his long hair sprawled across his shoulders and back he spoke softly as he began to remove her towel "You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." Lowering his head he began to kiss her midsection and work his way up as his name flowed from her lips softly several more times before he ravished them with his own. Placing her hands on his back she ran them up to his shoulders as she leaned her head back and moaned as she let him do whatever he wanted to her at that point which was take her for his own again because she was so caught up in him and this moment of sheer pleasure she was feeling. Taking a chance like this and doing this here, in the order command center only intensified the excitement of the act. The excitement of being caught or heard but at the rate Kanda was going she knew he didn't care about any of that at this moment. He was so much more passionate this time, like he was savoring every inch of her to last him for a while. His movements were slow and easy and it was driving her to the point of exploding into an erotic frenzy. So much she dug her nails deep into his back and he let out a slight moan as he grabbed her tightly around the waist as her back arched then drove deeper into her. It was at that point they both found their release and he collapsed on her breathing heavily as she wrapped her arms around him and held him as he tried to control his body from convulsing. His face buried in her neck he began kissing it softly to her ear "You are going to be the death of me." He whispered softly as he raised his head to see her slightly smile "I didn't think anything could kill you Kanda." Staring into her amethyst eyes he was lost for a moment in her hypnotic stare then he did something no one had ever seen him do, he actually slightly smiled at her as he rolled off her and pulled her to him and she snuggled into him "You will" he said sternly and softly. She laid there with him a few hours then before dawn she looked up at him "I better get back to my room before the sun comes up." He nodded to her and kissed her again before she got up and grabbed her towel, put it around her and walked to the door. As he watched her leave and shut the door he knew by the strange feelings that overcame him that his feelings for her had deepened. It was hard for him to walk around all day and see her and not be able to touch her. It drove him crazy when he saw her talking to someone else and he couldn't even talk to her himself without acting like he really didn't want to. Leaving his room Alana looked around to see if anyone was there as she started to her room. She needed a shower but that would have to wait after a few hours of sleep because she was exhausted. Kanda was a very intense lover his passion was beyond anything she would have ever imagined it to be from the way he acted around everyone. But around her he was different he was more free and he let his feelings surface through touching and looking at her. She knew he would never say it but from the way he touched her she knew he had deep feelings for her. Even the way he looked at her it was in his eyes, the way they softened when he saw her or glanced at her and that was all she needed to know at this point.
Kanda lay on his bed after she left and as he leaned back and sighed he came to the conclusion that his feelings for Alana were deepening. She was so breath taking and energetic it was like she was breathing life back into his dark heart. He didn't know if that was a good thing or bad thing but at this point he didn't care all he knew was when he was around her he felt alive again. The thoughts he had of dying would float away and all he thought about was being with her. But how? How could this go on like this? Just after one week he felt himself need the urge to be with her. If only for a moment or a second to brush past her and feel her skin graze his. She had awoken something deep inside of him and he would have to deal with it sooner or later but for right now he wanted to just enjoy the feelings she left him with and the smell of her perfume that lingered in his room.
Well there it is the start of my first D. Gray man story. Please review if you'd like to know what happens next.
