And I'm back!!

I was searching for fan fiction to read when this hit me!

I've wanted to write an Inuyasha fanfic in Kagome's point of view for a while now and this just came to me.

I do not own Inuyasha!

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When she was younger, her whole world was filled with hopes and dreams; she wanted everything.

And she could get it, anything was possible, all she had to do was wish for and work for it.

But then she grew older and all her dreams became more realistic, but not any less.

And then she found out, magic and demons were real.

Things she loved as a child, and things she thought she out grew; they were real.

Kagome had one wish, one that stayed the same no matter how old she was.

It was to love and to be loved in return.

She fell in love, and he said he loved her back.

They had to wait before they could do anything; Kagome said she wanted to wait.

Wait.

She wanted to be married in her own time before they took that step, and then she did want children, but they had to wait.

She wished Naraku was dead; they were the ones who were going to kill him. She didn't want to bring children into a world with Naraku still a threat.

But then they finally did it, and lost lives during the process.

Sango.

Miroku.

Kirara.

Shippo.

Kouga.

They lost them, all of them.

Kagome wanted to wait a while longer, so they did.

Inuyasha had never been more patient then he had been with her.

Then one night when she was ready she went to look for him, she was ready.

But when she found him she wondered why no tears would come; maybe all of them had dried up…?

Inuyasha was with Kikyo, again.

But this time it was different, they weren't just holding each other, they weren't just talking like all the other times she had seen them together.

Kikyo wasn't even trying to bring Inuyasha to hell with her.

They were doing what she wasn't ready for.

And it looked like they did this a lot.

Kagome turned around, and let her feet take her were they wanted to take her.

When she looked up, she saw the well.

The Bone Eaters Well.

The well that sealed when the jewel become one with her again.

Her legs gave out and she stared at the wood.

And she wished.

Not for her friends back, not to see her family, not even for Inuyasha to love only her.

No, she wished for something more permanent.

All she could wish now was to die.

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