A Phan-Fiction

There I was. Standing infront of the shower. Razor in one hand. Guilt in the other. The guilt that I had to come to realize that Phil, my best friend would never love me the way I loved Phil. I put the razor to my stomach, and ran it across. I knew no one, especially Phil would see it. I was so upset that I had never had a chance with Phil. Seven years, of wanting Phil finally being expressed through blood and pain. I have been holding it in for so long and if I told Phil it would ruin our friendship. I knew I loved him, but it was not worth sacrificing the amazing friendship that had grown between Phil and I. I could never regain something like that.

I was standing there, just dripping blood from the three cuts I had just made on my stomach. I wiped it up and was planning to maybe just take my life then and there. Suddenly there was a knock at the door. I knew who it was, Phil. I quickly pulled down my shirt, and Phil strolled in giving me a hug randomly. He wanted to pull away but I didn't. I pulled away and said to him,

"What Phil?" I held back the tears, but one slipped out. Phil looked at me and his smile quickly faded he said

"D-Dan? Are you okay?" I turned away and said,

"Yeah" as another tear ran down.

"Dan, be honest with me" said Phil.

"Just, it's alright Phil don't worry. Why worry about me?" I ran out of the bathroom.

"Dan!" yelled Phil,

"What!" I quickly walked back into the bathroom. Phil pointed to the bloody razor on the sink counter. I ran into my room and locked the door. Falling on my bed, crying. Phil, with his convinient key, ran in and over to me. He looked over my body to see if I used the razor, although he probably knew I had. He grabbed my wrists where he then saw my face, red with tears streaming down. Then, he noticed the blood on my shirt. He lifted it and saw the cuts on my stomach. I cried harder and ran into the living room of the flat we shared. Phil ran after me and grabbed my wrist and demanded I tell him why I did that. He pulled me in close to him and he laid my head on his chest.

**5 minutes of me crying in my best friends chest later**

He said, "Daniel you can tell me anything. You are my best friend in the whole world and you know i'll try to understand everything. Please tell me, I love you."

"You dont get it Phil. That's just it. You dont love me the way I love you. I love everything about you, I always have" I turned away and put my face into the couch crying hard.

"Dan, look at me." I ignored Phil. He grabbed my arms and made me look into his amazing blue eyes. He came closer to my face, and kissed me.

He pulled away and said, "I love you too, more than your mum" making me and Phil both laugh.

Ever since then, Phil and I have been best friends, making jokes and being the cutest couple. Today something wasn't right with Phil... and later I found a razor in Phils room...

TO BE CONTINUED :D

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