Author's Notes : Hi ! I hope you will like this ! And people, I would like you to comment to tell me if you would like me to do a "long" *about 5 chapters or more* fanfiction around that idea or not. Thank you. I like it. It's a try at something I thought when seeing the first episodes of Season 4 .... ^^ Lol. Then it got lost in my thoughts until the day before yesterday when I watched MattxSylar videos. So, in my French class I wrote this oneshot.
Disclaimer : I own nothing of this but this idea for this fanfiction, this fanfiction, my representation of the characters and the images that popped in my head for this idea.
Contains SLIGHT MattxSylar.
But if you want me to do the longer version, it would contain more than SLIGHT MattxSylar ... Thank you ! Lol.
Contains BIG Season 4 spoilers !! Didn't watch, don't read ! Thank you !
Always In My Head
I can't believe it. I am now stuck with this man, this horror, this disgusting trash that bears the name "Sylar" in my head. All because I wanted to help people ... Now I'm caged with him ! I can't even look sideways without seeing him; he's everywhere ! He's always in my head ! Always in my head ... Everywhere ! Anytime ! I can't take it ! I need to find a way to get rid of this ... piece of trash ! Everytime I speak or think, he's there saying other things to mock me or drive me insane. Always ! Every day I fight with him; he wants to get his body back and I don't want him to. No, I won't let him get what he wants. I'm even ready to die for the cause. Yes, I am ... I am so determined. I simply don't want to see him on the streets again. No, I really don't. Always. Always in my head ... But there's something I've been thinking about lately ... It's funny how this time someone is in my head. Me who is always into other people's head, I now have someone doing the same to me. It feels odd. It feels good. It's so different ... Feeling what other people feel when they notice it. I'm so used in doing it I long forgot to think about how it feels like to be invaded in my head. But now, I feel it and it somehow feels good to me for I finally get to see what it is like. I'm not alone anymore. I have someone with me in my head. Me who always accompanied others in theirs ... It is interesting to see how the train of things works. I'm not saying I like this. It just ... feels so different, so good, so relieving somehow. I'm not in someone's head now, no, for he's in mine. Always.
It kind of feels strange.
It feels good.
He's always there.
Always in my head.
Always.
