Me: ok I just wanted to write a one shot just because
Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail
Natsu's PoV
I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry.
If I had just told you.
I'm sorry.
I'll never get to see you again.
I'm sorry.
I'll never get to tell you.
I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
But it doesn't matter how sorry I am.
I'm sorry.
Because you're gone now.
I'm sorry.
You have entered your eternal sleep.
I'm sorry.
I can't use true love's kiss to wake you up.
I'm sorry.
So so sorry.
You're gone, sleeping, with your mom and dad.
I'm sorry.
Lucy's PoV
One week earlier
I ran home crying.
How could he just kiss her like that?
Why?
Why had Natsu been kissing Lisanna?!
He tried to tell me that she kissed him.
No.
I was done.
I had heard Lisanna talking about what a night she'd had.
Natsu left our date early last night.
Saying that he had to go, promising me we would talk in the morning.
I ran up to my apartment and locked myself in the bathroom.
How could he cheat on me like that?
Tears streamed down my face, I screamed
"I h- h- ha-"
I couldn't say it. I couldn't hate Natsu.
I could never hate him. No matter how much I tried.
I packed a few things in my bag, grabbed my keys and purse.
I left my house to go to Fairy Hills.
I walked right into Erza's room, knowing she was out on a job with Juvia.
I left her a note.
Dear Erza,
I'm sorry I am leaving you a letter, but I just need to get away for a few days. Today I found Natsu and Lisanna kissing. I'm going to visit Brandish. I just need some time away.
Your friend,
Lucy Heartfillia
I set it letter down on her pillow, and quickly replicated it for Levy, Juvia, Wendy, and Mira.
I left the ones I couldn't put in their rooms at the front desk.
I ran to the train station and bought a ticket to Hargeon.
As I boarded the train I heard armor clanking.
Had she found me already?
I used the magic Mira taught me to change my appearance, short silver hair, pink eyes, paler skin, even hiding my guildmark.
I took out my book as I saw Juvia, Wendy, Levy, and Erza enter the train.
"Lucy? I know you're aboard this train, Natsu wants to talk to you." Wendy said
"Lu-chan? Where are you? Please don't leave" levy called
"Lucy Heartfillia! You will come over here right now! I don't want you leaving us!" Erza demanded
"Lucy, I know what Natsu did was horrible, and even though you are Juvia's live rival, Juvia does not wish you to go!"
I kept my head down, trying to read the thick book I held in my shaking hands.
"I'm sorry but I'm afraid I have to ask you to leave, the train needs to depart, and none of you bought a ticket" I conductor said, ushering my friends off the train.
"Ok, girl lets check out the rest of the trains, she may not have gotten this far yet!" Titania commanded
"What if she's already gone?" Levy-chan asked
I did not hear the rest of the conversation, as the train pulled out of the station.
18 hours later, I was standing in Alvarez, Brandish looking for me.
"There you are, idiot. Why did you call me so suddenly, asking if you could stay with me for a few days?" My friend asked
I just broke down in tears,
"Wh- why are you crying? Are you hurt? Did someone do something? What happened?" She demanded to know
"I- I caught Natsu, k-kissing Lisanna. I just had to leave, I couldn't bear to see him, or anyone in my guild for that matter, I just needed somewhere to go." I cried, tears streaming down my face.
"What? WHY THE HELL WOULD HE DO THAT? I SWEAR TO GOD I AM GOING TO MAKE HIM SUFFER FOR THIS!" Brandish raged
"Please Brandish, I don't want to talk about it anymore today. I'm dehydrated from all the tears I've shed, and I really need to get some sleep." I told, now feeling the full exhaustion of traveling
"Ok, my place is about a mile away, but I do have a car so, we can drive home." The green haired girl smiled, even though she had been my foe, we had become great friends.
When we arrived at her apartment she showed me an extra room, and I fell asleep.
Natsu's PoV
"What the hell Lisanna? Why did you kiss me?" I shouted as my girlfriend ran out of the guild crying
"Because I love you! I have wanted to be with you since we were little!" She exclaimed
"I have a girlfriend, isn't that a big hint that I don't want to be with you?" I yelled
"What's going on here?" Erza demanded to know
"Lisanna kissed me and Luce saw, she thinks that I cheated on her!" I explained, Erza giving Lisanna a death glare
"Lisanna. Would you care to explain to me what went through your head at the moment you kissed Natsu?"
"W-well Erza, I just wanted to show Natsu how much I love him! It's not my fault she ran out crying!" Lisanna told, with a rude voice I had never heard from her before.
"Lisanna, I want you to go explain to Luce that you kissed me. Do you understand, I don't love you, and I never have or will. I love Lucy, hell I was going to propose tomorrow night!" I yelled getting angrier every second
"Wait, what?" She asked, face falling
I pulled a small black box out of my pocket to show them. The ring was gold, like her hair, small white diamonds sparkling, reflecting rainbow colors were place in the band. (See Repunzel's ring from tangled)
"I was going to propose to her last night, but I forgot the ring. When I came back to the restaurant, she had already left." I explained, tears now falling,
"Lisanna, I swear to whatever god is out there, that if anything happens to Lucy, or if we break up because of this. I will never forgive you." I said as I walked off
"Natsu where are you going?" Erza asked
"I need to get people to help me find her." I replied "I need to apologize to her, before it's too late." I finished
Two days later
Brandish's PoV
"Thank you Brandish, thank you for letting me stay with you when I needed it most" she thanked me as she packed her bag
"You're always welcome idiot, but next time try to give me more time to prepare. I had to rush to get everything cleaned up, I ended up shrinking most of it and putting it in the top shelf." I replied
"Alright!" She laughed as we walked out of my house, arriving at the docks.
"Goodbye Lucy, I'll talk to you soon!" I exclaimed as she left.
Little did I know, that would be the last time I would see her smiling.
Lucy's PoV
I stand nervous in front of the guild, not ready to face everyone.
I inhaled deeply, and walked in, to find a worrying Erza, a frazzled Levy, and a passed out Natsu at our normal table.
"Lucy! Thank god! We were so worried!" Wendy ran towards me
"I'm sorry, I just needed sometime to think." I smiled sadly
"Lucy," a voice said, I turned to see it was Lisanna
"Oh, it's you. So are you and Natsu dating?" I asked a voice like ice
"No, the truth is, I was jealous. I kissed Natsu, trying to make it look like he was cheating on you. I love Natsu, but I realized that it's not worth hurting both of you." She explained my hands clenching
"Are you kidding me? You kissed my boyfriend because of a silly little crush? You tried to tear us apart? All because you want him?" I said growing angry, not being able to control my actions anymore, I slapped her, right across the face.
"I deserved that" she whispered as the guild fell silent
"Yes, you did. It'll take me a while but someday I will forgive you. But for now, never pull a stunt like that again." I explained
"Lu-chan! I'm so glad you're back!"
"I'm glad to be back Levy." I said as I looked to my sleeping boyfriend.
"Natsu, wake up. I'm back" I said quietly as I shook his arm
"Huh? Luce? I must be dreaming, Lucy hates me, she's not coming back." I muttered.
It broke my heart, he thought I hated him? I could never hate him.
"Natsu, wake up, in right here, I could never hate you." I smiled as I sat down across from him.
"Luce, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He muttered, regaining consciousness
"I know. I'm sorry for not listening to you." I said as he woke up fully
"Wait, Luce? You're here? You're back for real?" He asked the most hopeful look on his face
"Yeah I'm back" I giggled
He swept me up in a big hug, he was about to kiss me but he stopped,
"May I?" He asked for permission
I simply kissed him
"So, Miss Heartfillia, would you accompany me to the park, I would like to talk to you." He said smiling
"Alright" I smiled as we left the guild, hand in hand
Lucy's PoV
Why did he want to leave the guild? Was he going to break up with me or something? We just got back together!
He pulled me in front of the cherry trees and started to speak
"Lucy, I've known you for a few years now, we've been dating for four of those years, and I wanted to tell you that those were some of the best days of my life. You helped me when I almost died from becoming E.N.D, and gone on so many missions with me. I just want you to know that I love you more then you can imagine." He said,
OH MY GOD IS HE ON ONE KNEE?!
"So Lucy Heartfillia, would you make me the happiest man in the world, by giving me the only gift I have ever wanted. Your hand in marriage" he asked as he pulled out a small ring box.
"YES! A million times yes! I love you Natsu!" I cried as he kissed me, placing the ring on my finger.
One day later
Lucy's PoV
A loud crash woke me from my slumber.
I ran to my window to see Magnolia on fire. I quickly dressed myself and grabbed my keys.
What guild was attacking us this time?
I was getting really sick of this. Literally no other guild has to deal with this shit, as much as Fairy Tail does.
I finally found out who it was. Raven Tail.
Didn't they know that Fairy Heart was destroyed during the war?
"Open gate of the Lion! Loke!"
"Hello princess, congratulations on your engagement" Loke smiled
"Thank you but we need to get to work," I thanked him as I put on my star dress, Leo form.
As we raced to the guild I felt someone grab me, taking my keys.
I tried to use my star dress abilities but I felt like I had no magic power anymore,
"Lucy!" Loke called as his gate closed.
I was released only to see Obra, with that weird blue mask of his.
He must of drained my magic energy.
I watched in horror as the guild master, Ivan walked over to me and picked me up.
"Now Miss Heartfillia, you are going on an adventure with us." He explained darkly as he pressed a rag to my face, forcing me to lose consciousness.
Laxus' PoV
My bastard father really did it this time. He set fire to half of Magnolia!
Gah, and on date night!
"What the hell does that bastard want!" I yelled as I ran into the guild.
Everyone was there, except Lucy. She must be in her way.
"Hello father, Laxus, and all you Fairy brats." Ivan said as his face appeared on a lacrama.
"Ivan what do you want?" Gramps asked, clearly angry
"I want the fairy heart, you know that." He sneered
"The Fairy Heart was destroyed, and you know it" Makarov yelled
"Then I was fifteen billion Jewel!" My dad yelled back
"What makes you think we would give that to you! Even if we had it!" Master demanded
"Oh just the life of one of your fairy brats," Ivan chuckled darkly as he showed us the scene behind him.
Lucy, was in a magic fiberglass box, holes poked so she could breathe, her keys tied the chain that licked the box up.
"Ivan you've gone too far!" Gramps raged
"To far? Oh father, you should recognize this box, it the same box your friend Jellal was trapped in, it constantly drains magical power, and unfortunately you can't get out of the guild, since my wizards have just finished placing a spell on the guild hall, that will only be broken once you have gathered the money, and given it to me. I'd say you have a good twenty minutes at best." My father said dropping a hand held communication lacrima into the box with Lucy.
"If anyone of you want to talk to her, go ahead." My father laughed as he pushed the box off the docks
"LUCY!" Natsu screamed
Lucy's PoV
Water was filling up the box. I grabbed the lacrama Ivan had given me, if there was one person I could talk to last, it had to be Natsu.
"Please, answer." I begged
"Luce! Lucy are you ok? Please tell me that was just an illusion! Please tell me you are in a box under water." My boyfriend pleaded
"No Natsu, I am under water, please just keep talking to me. Just please, I don't want to be alone, when I go." I said starting to cry
"No! Lucy you are not going to die! You hear me? I will not let you die!" He screamed, I could tell he was crying too.
"Natsu, please, could we say our vows, I want to marry you before I'm gone." I asked shaking
"No, Luce, I want all of our friends to see it, like you used to talk about, before we were dating, a fairy tale wedding." He cried
"Hey, it's ok, the wedding isn't important, the marriage is. I just want it to be official." I told smiling through the tears
"Ok, but I promise you, once we get you out of there, we will have a real wedding. Sound good to you?" Natsu asked
"Yeah, it sounds perfect, it's always more fun when we're together anyway." I cried, knowing that I would die here.
"I Natsu Dragneel promise to love and care for you, and I will try in every way to be worthy of your love.
I will always be honest with you, kind, patient and forgiving.
I promise to try to be on time.
But most of all, I promise to be a true and loyal friend to you.
I love you." He cried
"I Lucy Heartfillia believe in you, the person you will grow to be and the couple we will be together.
With my whole heart, I take you as my husband, acknowledging and accepting your faults and strengths, as you do mine.
I promise to be faithful and supportive and to always make our family's love and happiness my priority. I will be yours in plenty and in want, in sickness and in health, in failure and in triumph. I will dream with you, celebrate with you and walk beside you through whatever our lives may bring. You are my person—my love and my life, today and always." I replied tearfully, making it up as I go
(Note I found these online, I forget where but I copied and pasted them, I thought they were perfect for them)
"I love you Lucy" my husband cried
"I love y-" I told him as the water finally covered my head.
Causing me to sink into the black, flying towards the stars.
Natsu's PoV
The line went dead. I sank to my feet, back against the banister.
Tears streaming down my face
"I'm sorry Luce. I'm so so sorry." I cried covering my face with one hand.
"Natsu have you been able to get through to Lucy?" Juvia asked frantic, stopping as she saw me crying
"Natsu?" Happy asked putting a paw on my shoulder
"We're too late." I whispered only those two hearing me
"W-what?" The bluette asked shaking
"I SAID WE'RE TOO LATE!" I screamed everyone now staring at me fearfully
"She gone." I said clenching my teeth and fists. I was going to kill Ivan.
"No, how do you know? Lu-chan, she, she" levy said before breaking down in tears
"She called me, and we said goodbye, how I know, is because the line just went dead. I swear when I find Ivan I will not hesitate to kill him" I said darkly
So this is what my brother felt like when Mavis died the first time.
"I'm sorry Natsu." Lisanna said, but I couldn't look at her, I despise her for what she did
"I'm going to go find Ivan, and I'm going to kill the bastard!" I yelled, trying to force my way out of the barrier.
As I thought it had no effect on me, I had already died, physically after the war, and now emotionally.
When I saw Ivan at the lakefront he was laughing.
It only fueled my rage more. My whole body set ablaze with the flames of emotion, I knew it was dangerous for me to get this angry, I could destroy everything for miles in this state, but I no longer cared, I wanted to destroy everything.
I punched Ivan square in the face, and I kept punching him, my vision completely red, I didn't stop beating him until Gray pulled me away. It had been two hours since I left, all that was left in front of me was a pool of blood.
I had killed him. Good. He deserved it, he took Lucy away, she was gone. And it was all my fault.
I sank to the ground crying, holding Lucy's body as they finally dragged the box from the bottom of the lake.
All of her spirits came, every single one of them cried, apologizing for failing her.
I just sat there crying, she looked so peaceful, like she was just sleeping, and would wake up any second now. But I knew she wouldn't, there was no pulse.
Friday, one day before Lucy's Funeral
Brandish's PoV
I sat in shock in Fairy Hills.
Lucy was dead?
She had died? But I had just seen her a few days ago.
Every single girl in the room was crying, holding a wake for her, as I looked upon the black box at the far end of the room. As I approached I noticed a small gold band on her ring finger.
"W-what's this?" I asked with a shaking voice
"The day Lucy got back, Natsu proposed, apparently, her last request was that they get married, she died moments after their 'wedding' I'm just sorry that she didn't get the wedding she had always wanted" Ezra cried
I swallowed hard, one of my only friends, had died at her 'wedding'
"You deserved a much longer life, Lucy." I whispered, letting the tears fall freely
Natsu's PoV
I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry.
If I had just told you.
I'm sorry.
I'll never get to see you again.
I'm sorry.
I'll never get to tell you.
I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
But it doesn't matter how sorry I am.
I'm sorry.
Because you're gone now.
I'm sorry.
You have entered your eternal sleep.
I'm sorry.
I can't use true love's kiss to wake you up.
I'm sorry.
So so sorry.
You're gone, sleeping, with your mom and dad.
I'm sorry.
It's my fault, you died, my love.
Me: what do you think?
Ok so I'm going to write an alternate ending, but honestly what do you think
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Love you guys
-Jade
