I really don't think I deserved her. From the first time she smiled at me and grabbed my hand saying, "Let's be friends." I didn't think I deserved her. I'm just a boy blind in one eye that has a plan father who's friends with a royal girl who is way too good for him. And when I'm hurt and she rushes over and takes my hand and smiles, my heart aches, and I just know that it's my fault all her memories are gone. If only she could remember. I cannot blame The Time Witch for it's my fault that the feathers were scattered. And in battle when I tell her to run away, she does what I hate: she stands there, resolute, eyes fiery and stubborn. I'm scared when she does that because she can get hurt, and I live for her. I breathe for her. I would kill myself if anybody hurt her in any way. It's my duty to protect her…not my royal duty but my heart's duty, so the next time she stands their resolute I'm going to bring her down whatever it takes. Whatever it takes to have her safe is fine for me. I can just imagine what she'd say: "I'm not going away! I want to help you!" She wants to help too badly. Somehow I can't drill into her mind that I want her to be safe. She thinks that she's a hindrance and at night when she thinks no ones looking she cries, and more than anything I want to sit by her and cradle her head, murmuring that nobody thought she was a deadweight, but I know I can't. I can't, and I never will. What we had before will never become present again. What we have now is the most precious to me. I would never trade this slight friendship slight love we have. Never, but when the music of death plays will I still be by her side? Would I stay with her forever as I have promised myself? No…Yes…Maybe… Still, one thing I know is that I will kill anyone who makes her cry. Oh if Sakura-chan could see her precious Syaoran-kun now…