I had known Gerard for 4 years. We met when we first started high school. Something about him made me so intrigued. Maybe because of the fact we were both just the 'loser' kids nobody wanted to talk to. Maybe because we just had so much in common. Or maybe it was because it was love at first site. It sounds cheesy I know, But yes, I admit it, I am in love with Gerard Way.

I always wondered if he feels the same way as me. The only other person who knows of my feelings for Gee is his brother Mikey. Mikeys been great to me, so understanding. At first it was weird confiding in him, coz' it's Gee's brother and everything… But now it just feels natural, Mikey is the glue to this little friendship group, he brings us all together. Even though he's the shy, quiet one, He has a bubbly cheerful side to him.

Mikey always used to tell me to just go for it with Gerard, and believe me I wanted to. But there was just one problem, Gee's girlfriend, Lyn-z. Don't get me wrong Lyn-z is a lovely person, and in some ways she is so right for Gerard. I'm pretty sure Gerard loves her to. He always says how she knows him so well... But I know you better… I always silently add…

It would be a dream come true if me and Gerard got together. But I'm not even sure if he's gay. We've had our little 'moments' in the past, the odd kiss and sometimes I just start to think we are going somewhere, then he goes back to Lyn-z. I started telling people I was gay a few months ago, so obviously the kids at school just think as me as a joke. But I don't even care. No matter what anybody says I will always love Gee, My best friend will always be him.