Another short songfic. This is a little sadder. Angsty. :( Poor Ianto. Anyways this is from cyberwoman. this is not my best as I ind of rushed it because I feel somewhat tired O: Probably because i was up all night watching inception. Before I forget P.L.E.A.S.E R&R. Pretty please? 0:) ( See, my attempt to do an angel smiley)
The kill – 30 Seconds to Mars
What if I wanted to break, laugh it all off in your face. What would you do? What if I fell to the floor, couldn't take this anymore. What would you do?
Ianto fell to his knees and buried his head into his hands. He couldn't take this anymore. All the pain torchwood had caused him over the years. All the tears he shed when he went home at night, dreaming about Lisa. Why couldn't it have been him?
Come break me down. Bury me , bury me. I am finished with you.
Why couldn't he live a normal life, get a normal job and have a normal family? Instead his dead girlfriend was half blood thirsty robot and he worked for torchwood. No one noticed him, he was just there. Like a body without a head. He was the one who made all the coffee's, the one who cleaned up after everyone, the one who had to do all the paperwork, the one who had to sort out everyone's life out when his was much worse. Ianto thought he may as well be dead. He rarely even got called by his own name, it was usually tea boy or some crap like that.
What if I wanted to fight, beg for the rest of my life. What would you do? You say you wanted more, what are you waiting for I'm not running from you!
No, Ianto wasn't going to take their shit anymore. He would probably be retconned or even killed for this but it didn't matter to him. Something had finally snapped inside of Ianto.
Look in my eyes. You're killing me, killing me. All I wanted was you!
Ianto pushed himself up and managed to face jack.
'All I do is follow you and clean up your shit! Look into my eyes Jack.' When Jack was caught off guard Ianto managed to punch him and Jack staggered backwards.
What if I wanted to break, laugh it all off in your face, what would you do?
Please review or the sake ofpoor Ianto's sanity :(
