A/N: so I know I have another thing to right cuz it's my first one and all but I like this idea that I have and I like to work with it also I can't seem to get my character to work the way I want them to also am kind of lazy he he…sorry.
Please reviewer and tell me what you think and if I was a little slow in the beginning. Am following mostly the novels and anime on this one but mostly the novel.
All rights are to the original creators Ryohgo Narita.
I kind of hate my Dad at the moment.
Now there a perfectly understandable reason because of the last year or so my family has gone through a whole lot of shit.
1988 was not a great year for me; I should have realized it was to be bad because my dog died the next day of the New Year. Lucy was already having a hard time walking, she barely could get the stairs to sleep with me like she used to. She also liked to just staying in one place like near the tree at our house just sitting, not even moving, I think she knew she was going die and wanted it to be somewhere peaceful.
We buried her there, the place we knew that she would really like. I even put a little Bonsai tree next to her grave and I always make sure to put a little tea next to it too, it always remind me of time a try to drink it with Lucy sitting next to me. I miss her a lot because I swear I can still hear her barks sometimes….I may have lost my mind a bit.
Next was with the argument continuing to happen between my mom and Dad. First it was because my mother lost her job as a teacher and she was very upset and she enjoys the job very much and I know she loved to do it. I should know because she was my English teacher, she didn't cut me any slack even thought I was her daughter.
No am serious she was on my ass at home with my homework and everything and I couldn't ask for help because then she would ask me "Where you even paying attention when I was explaining it in the classroom honey?" she would then give me that look that I knew means my ass was doomed.
She took Asian parent strictness to whole another level, but a love her and every time a get a very good grade she would sneak me a cookie with my test paper when she gives them back to class, my friends always ask where I got it and I say "By a ninja!". It was funny no matter how many times I said it; it's a joke that just keeps on giving.
But when I saw my mom after she lost her job she wasn't her usually self, I knew she tried to hide it, try to pick up pieces that continue to fall around her and move on. Try to smile and act like it didn't hurt but it did you could see it when she thinks no one's looking at her, that lost expression. Dad didn't help that much, at all even, his work was reaching a high point and he couldn't spare a moment to help mom with losing her job. Ethan and me where there to pick up the slack, we always made sure to help if she forgot something.
I guess at some point mom couldn't take it anymore; I knew that she wouldn't be with me anymore when she left the house taking her stuff and yelling at Dad. She did stop at the door putting her things down and telling the cab driving to wait.
She walked over to Ethan first guessed because his oldest, hugging him and giving a kiss to head, she lightly caressed his black hair as she silently told him something. I still don't know what she told him but for some reason his eyes lighted up a bit.
What the heck did she told him I never learned, I did trying asking him before and he said he'll tell me soon. I did try sneak around a bit because to hell with telling me soon, I want to learn that sodding shit now am not patient, what made him believe I was patient.
She turned to me after telling Ethan god knows what, she rub my ear know that was my favorite spot whenever I laid on her lap. She always said I was like Lucy when I did that, she said she could already see my tail wigging when I shacked a little, I can't help it I feel all cozy when anybody rubs my ear. Maybe I learned that from Lucy, we were kind of alike with blond hair though mines not all over my body but my eyes are black like my mom's.
She told me she loved me and that she trying to find herself again and that she will be back soon. I don't get what she means that she's trying to find herself I just don't want her to go she's my mommy and moms are supposed to stay with their kids not leave their never supposed to leave. She took off her necklace that she always wears and took my hair to push it out the way so that she could put it on.
I asked why she always wearied the necklace when their other necklaces that where so much prettier than that. It was a little sliver necklace but can't really call it sliver anymore because you can see the rust around it but that's just the chain, the odd thing but the necklace is that it's a clock it's kind of pretty too because its shiny and love it ticks when everything is silent. You can hear it go tick tock tick tock tick tock, I just grow to love the sound makes me know she's always there.
She looked at me straight in the eye, and there's one thing I learned is when people do this they're going lay down some real stuff to you. She said her mom give it to her and her mom as well, she says this necklace has more worth than anything thing ales and she would tell me the story one day.
She kissed me on the head and told me the necklace looked nice on me; she gave me one last hug and looked at both at us "I love you guys both and am going to miss you, Ethan, Kirby, bye." She went out the door after that.
I cried a lot that day more than when Lucy died, Ethan was holding and tried his best to make me stop crying. Rubbing my back soothingly, while whispered that everything is going to be alright but I could hear him chocking on those words.
Dad didn't leave his room the whole day when mom left, guess he was hurt too. Maybe he didn't think mom would acutely leave and he was hurt just as much as me and Ethan. Ethan tried to check on him but he didn't answer.
The last thing that made the year with worse was that two things happened at the same amount of time one was related to what has been happing to me. I had started to have bad dreams and headaches. I started to see weird stuff and noises…so much noises.
There never clear but I see blobs of stuff, I think their people but I could never tell because of noises, whenever I try to see the stuff that's around the noises gets much more loudly than before and it get so loud I think my ears would bleed from the sound. I can't see the images that well either it's like bad T.V reception and I can't hit anything to fix it.
I didn't want to tell Ethan because he already has a lot on his plate and trying to make up for mom not being around so couldn't bare bothering him his fourteen I don't want him to get gray hairs now.
Dad…yeah his not in all of good moods right now and I don't want that guy near me.
So I did the next best thing, took some pill that I think makes me sleeps better and I wrote about what I see happens in my dreams. I did try to hide it from them, made sure they wouldn't worry. They did almost catch me sometimes; Ethan even said I look a little pale and sad. Even one of good mates said I was kind of acting weird.
But it did get better after little while, my dreams started to make some sort of sense after two weeks or so, but one of them was the one that…frightened me the most.
I saw blobs of people; I think they were people but just all black and stick figure like. They were all crowding around this one stick figure, but they were lying down on the floor. They were saying something but it was all muffled and couldn't get a word of it. I could make out that I was in a town I think there were buildings and stuff…wait I recognize one of these, yeah it looks like my school.
I can't tell really its bit to blurry and is moving too much, but then I look back at the blob on the floor, I focused on it. To my surprised to work like I was picking up reception but it hurt like a lot…it really, really HURTS arughhhhhhh.
My head is going to bust if stare at the blob but it was starting not to be blob anymore I could make out something. I could see the gray suit and red tie the where wearing, I could the glasses and wrinkles on..their face….that's Mr. Welter my science teacher and his bleeding.
I woke up after that with a ponding headache, puffy eyes from crying, and when I went down stairs there was news report going and Ethan came over to me and told Mr. Welter died by car crash around my school.
Am nine years old and am too young for this shit.
A week after that my Dad called me and Ethan down stairs, he looked at both me and Ethan in the eye and told us we were moving to Japan to a city called Toshima. I just stared at him while Ethan just exploded at him, yelling and screaming about how we can move from England how can we move from our home, from Lucy's grave, from the place that holds all our memories and friends that dear to use.
I think Ethan was holding a lot, I did see that he was getting a bit quieter when my mom left. The littlest of stuff was starting to make him a bit more angry like when go to his room I know I gets irritated, maybe because his hiding something…it's porn I bet. Yet he full on push me out tells to stop doing it, I really don't like it when Ethan's mad at me.
Dad yells back saying he doesn't like it either but he has work and that means where ever he goes were coming too.
To leave my home, my place where mom might come back I can't do that; I can't just go, to many things, to many.
"I hate you…so much." I finally spoke and Dad looked at me but he didn't say anything, he just looked at me and then walked off to his room.
So we moved to Japan, I am thankful for my mom making sure me and Ethan learning our own language and that mama's down there to so we have some family other than Dad to hang around with.
The school I went to was not bad either; I still feel to out of place thought. My Japanese was not that great and would mess up some of the words I said making some kids giggled and laugh a bit at me. I was also kind of out of place with the way a look, am not that bad I just had long blond hair… it's not that blond more like sandy blond whatever they call it. It still made kids stare and I don't like it making wish a more of my mom side with black hair like Ethan, at least my eyes are black like my moms and slanted, and pale as well so am not that different.
Doesn't change the fact that I have to deal with that wanker Masaharu, always pulling on my hair and bother me in class, he also bothers this one kid too his name was…Kishitani Shinra right?
But Masaharu is a complete baka for all I care. I told Ethan about and he says he'll handle it soon but for just make sure to aim between the knees and kick him real hard. I will take that message to heart dear brother.
Only been here a month and still kind of sucks at least am almost ten…first birthday without my mom…this is gonna suck ain't it?
Well at least I made some friends like this really nice girl Hako, she super sweet and she give me a cookie…it kind of tasted like mom's.
Don't see Dad much and I don't really know what his doing but I don't really care.
Ethan is getting better and I saw one of his knew friends so guess he must be having fun so makes me think things are going to get better for us and I should stop avoided Dad no, no bad Kirby just say Dad …close enough.
And the new house is nice and mama makes great food, she very nice and tells funny stories.
So get I could get used to it but I got to deal with something first because in one of my new dreams involves one kid my class and it looks…really, really bad.
I saw bodies of people surrounding him inside a shop with the windows all busted and broken.
It look like a tornado came through but all was inside the shop, I see a woman screaming her head off and another kid who looks a bit younger than me but he looks bit to calm which is very weird.
The kid thought looks mussed up and bruised all over, he has so much cut's on him and shirt is all turned. Looks tired to and I can guess he has a broken bone or two. I got to do something, can't let this kid get hurt.
I know him because his kind of has a special…personality I can say in class.
His name is Heiwajima Shizuo.
So i hope you all like it, and Toshima is the actually city that Ikebukuro is in.
Please review i really want peoples opinions on it.
