(Three years following the conclusion of Breaking Dawn. Renesemee is now in her pre-teen years, about ten in comparison to full humans but much more intelligible. Here she tells her own story about her family and her love)
Prologue- Jacob
From the moment I met Jacob he was mine. He told me that he would do anything for me, he promised he would never let anything happen to me. He looked at me like I was the only creature ever born. He looked at me like he'd never love another. He looked at me like me was my Jacob. I thought of it like that for a long time too; well the first few months of my life at least. Everyday he seemed to love me more with no real reason, but my love for him grew too. After the first quarter of a year of my life, he was all I dreamt about.
Sometimes I found myself wondering if anyone had ever been loved so much by someone besides their parents. Had anyone else found their other half on the day of their birth. It seemed so impossible, and it probably was for two complete mortals. But neither Jacob or I were.
I believe it was around my first birthday (well going by the human years at least, I was more like a five year old at the time, maybe older) that he told me about imprinting. At first I was upset, extremely upset. If he hadn't have imprinted on me would he have loved me? I doubted it, but then he told me an even bigger secret. Something that made me feel strange inside for years. The only man I could possibly see my mother with was my father Edward, but Jacob told me about his love for her. He even said that she was beginning to fall in love with him too, but she was really meant for Edward.
For about a week I tried to avoid my Jacob, I felt that I may be hurting my mother or just annoying him in some impossible way. I thought that maybe it was best if I found someone besides my mother's best man. Pretty quickly I realized how impossible that would be, ignoring the one I was made for. Father laughed at me for that and told me the story of when he left my mom. It wasn't a happy story at all even though they ended up together at the end, but I hated that stupid coven. I bet they had to live underground because they were afraid the Italians would grow suspicious when they didn't eat pizza or pasta. Or maybe they did eat pizza except they would only eat the "sauce" which was really human blood. Anyway, father was right and I ended up letting Jacob back in after a week.
In the days since then my love from Jacob has been changing because I am heading towards my "teenage" years so to speak. It's not like I'm ready to start considering him my boyfriend or anything like that, but nowadays instead of just feeling very happy to be around him, I get butterflies in my stomach whenever I see him. It's silly I know, but sometimes I even a little shy around him. I'm not sure if he even notices yet that I seem him in this kind of way. Whenever the time does come for him to be more than a best friend or brotherly, I'm sure he will. I mean it is his fate to be what I want him to be, but I'll let him choose when. I swear he knows me better than I know my own self. With my strange ability I assume that everyone does really, but Jacob knows me the best.
