disclamiar. i do not own big time rush

an/ i am the author of save me from the bets. i apologize for my actions with the story i shouldnt have copied the story and i should have talk to the author of " i wont back down" and i didnt so im sorry for getting her mad and she has a right to be mad and she wasnt over reacting. so once again i apologies.

enjoy the story:

katie pov

katie knight. yes the sister of kendall knight. best friends wth james diamond,carlos garcia,and logan mitchell. my life sucks

my dad beats me and i was recently raped by someone i dont even know . they both told me if i ever told anyone they would kill me . my mother was killed by drunk driver when i was ten now im sixteen and the boys are seventeen. welcome to my life.

katie: im home

right when she walk through the front door she get punched in the stomach and falls to the ground.

katies dad: no one cares now lets have fun before your brother comes home

katie: no please dont

he slaps her across the face

katie dad: shut up

he drag her upstairs by her hair

katie AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

katie dad: shut up

i started crying when he pushed me onto the bed. he took his pocket knife out and started ripping off my clothes. right when my shirt was thrown off he took his pocket knife and started writing mistake and worthless on my stomach. when he finished his business he got up got dressed and left the room.

i couldnt walk so i crawled to my bedroom and locked it and started

cleaning my self up . it to me an hour to clean my self up by the

time i finished kendall was home and the guys were over.

i finish up cleaning and head down stairs

kendall: hey baby sis

katie: hey big brother

james: hey baby girl

katie: hi jamie

logan: hey princess

katie: hey logie

carlos: hey kittien

katie: hey car car

kendall: watcha up to

their dad walks right into the room

katie dad: you boys are here

katie: im going up stairs

logan: why dont you stay down here

i look at my dad and he glares at me

no no thats fine i rather be up staires bye

i run upstaires. to my room. grab my dairy and start writing

Dear Diary,

July 8 2012,

Today when i got home from school the beating started so did the raping.

Not only did he beat me and rape me he took his pocket knife out and wrote mistake and worthless. It sucks that i can tell the guys or anyone because he'll kill me. Im all alone.

katie knight

so i hoped you guys liked the first chapter .

ill try to write a chapter everyday

Please review

lexie