I don't own south of nowhere or the song which belongs to tatu and is called 30 minutes. Please review after you read and you should watch the video for 30 minutes because it's really good.

Ashley POV

How could she do this to me? The bitch. Every day at lunch time she said she went to see her father and eat with him. She said she wanted to keep a good relationship with him because he was the only member of her family who understood and accepted us. She said she liked having one on one time with him to talk. I was fine with that until one day Kyla and I decided to ditch school. Kyla said there was a year round carnival she liked to go to and she thought it would be fun to there now. I know it sounds kind of lame but Kyla said she needed to have some fun since all her school work was really stressing her and anything that gets me out of school is cool with me.

We were actually having a really good time there going on all the rides and playing the games but then I saw her and she wasn't alone. There she was on the carousel with some guy and they were having a good time a really good time. Everybody was staring at them kissing each other. He put his hands under her shirt and I couldn't watch anymore so I ran to my car.

So now every day at lunch I go there and watch them. Spencer and I are still together and I haven't told her I know what she's doing. I act like nothing's wrong. I know eventually she'll tell me and I won't be able to handle it because her telling me will make it seem so real. I decided this if we can't be together then there's no point for us to live. We're meant to be together and if we're not there's no reason for either of us to go on.

It's been a week of this. I've been waiting to put my plan into effect. I got some geek from school to build me a bomb. I'm going to put it on the carousel. Thirty minutes after they arrive there they'll die there. I'll be there too watching just like always. We'll all die together.

Now I'm standing watching them. There's nobody else here probably because the weather's bad. It's really windy and it looks like it'll rain pretty soon. I'm glad it's not sunny. This weather seems perfect for what's about to happen. As I'm standing there I'm listening to my new favorite song. It' been stuck in my head for days.

Out of sight

Out of mind

Out of time

To decide

Do we run?

Should I hide?

For the rest

Of my life

Can we fly?

Do I stay?

We could lose

We could fail

In the moment

It takes

To make plans

Or mistakes

30 minutes, a blink of an eye

30 minutes to alter our lives

30 minutes to make up my mind

30 minutes to finally decide

30 minutes to whisper your name

30 minutes to shoulder the blame

30 minutes of bliss, thirty lies

30 minutes to finally decide

Carousels

In the sky

That we shape

With our eyes

Under shade

Silhouettes

Casting shame

Crying rain

Can we fly?

Do I stay?

We could lose

We could fail

Either way

Options change

Chances fail

Trains derail

30 minutes, a blink of an eye

30 minutes to alter our lives

30 minutes to make up my mind

30 minutes to finally decide

30 minutes to whisper your name

30 minutes to shoulder the blame

30 minutes of bliss, thirty lies

30 minutes to finally decide

To decide

To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide

To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide

As the song ends I look at my watch only thirty more seconds. I hope Kyla sees the note I left her. She's the only one worth saying bye to. Only ten seconds

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Bye