Hawkeye didn't understand. They were supposed to be partners. Friends. Maybe even more.
But she left him for money, and Hawkeye wasn't sure if he could forgive her for that.
But then he thinks. Maybe she had a reason. Maybe she didn't want to, but had to. But deep down he knows it isn't true. Deep down he knows it was just one-sided, that she played him like she would anyone else. She may or may not return to him, that if she didn't he would remain alone, and he understood that.
Hawkeye understood that, but his heart didn't, couldn't.
