I wasn't sure what I was going to do about this little problem of mine. I mean, I had just found out! He left right after the thing that caused this. How did I get mself into this? How could I jeopardize my career like this? I don't even know where he is! How can I go through this alone? This is the biggest thing in my life!I know I should be happy, but how is that possible ? I mean I have to have him here to help with this.. But no one will tell me where he is, or tell me how to get a hold of him. I called the phone compony and he disconnected his house phone and his cell phone. Then, I called the people in charge of his house and learned that he put his house up for sale. So, I decided that he isn't coming back. I told Darius the news yesterday. I also told him that after I finish my third cd, I quit.I have already bought a house in a little place called Lusby, Maryland in the states. It is a cute town and a cute house. A good place for me. I graduate high school in 3 months, should finish my album in 2 months, and he left 4 months ago. I feel like I am at an A.A. Meeting only not for alcohal. But, for people like me. So, here it goes. I am Jude Harrison, 17 years old, and I am three months pregnant with my 25 year old producer, who left me 4 months ago's, baby.
