Summery: Edward leaves a pregnant Bella wishing for her to have a better life or at least that is what Bella thinks. Maby it is like he said that he is just a really good liar. But when Bella is kidnaped and the choices that she makes will determin her life along with her unborn child's life. better than it sounds.

Authors Note: THIS STORY IS CO-WRITTEN WITH BILLIE CREED. Just plz give this story a chance. And PLZ read and review. thank you.

Disclaimer: Neither billie creed nor myself own Twilight. We do however own the unborn child.

I can't believe this. He left me AGAIN. After he promised he would never leave
again, he left. How could do this? How DARE he leave me, and with the stupid
excuse that he can't change me? He wants me to live a normal healthy life, to
grow old, get married, and have children. How can he expect me to live a
normal life (or any life, for that matter) without him?

If he hasn't noticed, I am anything but normal. I fell in love with a vampire, for goodness sake!
What makes this betrayal even worse is that he will never know his son or
daughter. He left before I had the chance to tell him I was pregnant. This is
just great. He is gone and I am left all alone carrying his child. I can't
believe how stupid he is. How can he think he could hurt me by staying with
me? I guess he doesn't understand that by leaving he has killed my soul.

The only reason I have not killed myself is my child. My child not our child, he
gave up his claim as the child's father the day he left. After all we have been
through, how dare he leave? It feels like someone has stabbed me in the heart
with a knife. (Ugh, I guess these hormones are getting to me.) One minute I
am mad at Ed... NO I will not say or think his name again. It hurts way too
much. As I was saying, I go from being mad at HIM to crying for him to come
home.

What am I to do? I can't do this alone.

"Why the tears, Isabella? Already missing your dear Edward?"

"Who is there? Show yourself! I am not afraid of you."

"Now, now, there is no need to lie to me. I can sense your fear."

I tried to run but I was held back by strong cold arms. The last thing I
remember before passing out was a pair of red eyes glaring at me.

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