Authoress Note:This is just how I see Jacob's emotiobal state after he received the invitation to Edward and Bella's wedding. Please read, review, and enjoy!

Love, such an incovinence. I should know I fell in love with a leech's girlfriend, fiancé, or mate whatever you want to call it.

Pain and regret follows me as I run through the woods. When I screamed, it reverberating through my head, I was truly alone, an Alpha without a pack. I felt a pull to her, something that was beyond me or even life itself. I sound so phylisophical like life granted me with tens of thousands of proverbs that solves all of life's sucky problems. I love her just not in the traditional ways. I let my animal urges surge through me as I tore the forest to shreds as my mind filled with visions (images not the all seeing bloodsucker's glimpses of the future) of her, the human among the dead withering in pain while the vamps sucked the life out of her. I turned to my animal urges and ran through the woods leaving them all behind me.