Disclamier: Although no characters are mentioned, the ones refered to do not belong to me, nor does anything from Bleach.

AN: Apparently when I was writing my "10 Things I Hate About You" inspired fics last year, I started on this one and never finished or posted it. Just found the notes and figured I should get it up. Not my best work ever, and not meant to go with my After The Winter War series necessarily, although it certainly fits. Just a reflection on how Rangiku may feel about Gin in the end.


For Me

By Lady Callista

I hate the squint that hides blue eyes

I hate you more for all the lies

I hate the accent that you fake

And the dumb choices that you make

I hate that you could turn your back

As if you didn't care.

I hate that I was not enough

Though I was always there

Even when I trusted you

I hated that you loved to roam

And now I hate the fact

That you are never coming home.

I hate that I still cry for you

And a truth I'm afraid to see

Because most of all I hate the fear

That it was all for me