Disclamier: Although no characters are mentioned, the ones refered to do not belong to me, nor does anything from Bleach.
AN: Apparently when I was writing my "10 Things I Hate About You" inspired fics last year, I started on this one and never finished or posted it. Just found the notes and figured I should get it up. Not my best work ever, and not meant to go with my After The Winter War series necessarily, although it certainly fits. Just a reflection on how Rangiku may feel about Gin in the end.
For Me
By Lady Callista
I hate the squint that hides blue eyes
I hate you more for all the lies
I hate the accent that you fake
And the dumb choices that you make
I hate that you could turn your back
As if you didn't care.
I hate that I was not enough
Though I was always there
Even when I trusted you
I hated that you loved to roam
And now I hate the fact
That you are never coming home.
I hate that I still cry for you
And a truth I'm afraid to see
Because most of all I hate the fear
That it was all for me
