BELLA A/N: I am finishing this story who was first started by fan-cub but never finished. Sooooooooooo I am going to finish it. She told us we could and I really want to. Ok well this is the chapter she got up just some edits from me and Lorissa.
LORISSA A/N: We were planing on putting this on tomorrow but Bella sent me this to put it on so I put it on today. Well I am just helping Bella write her story. I don't know if I will post this as one of my storys. I will think about it. Well R,E,&R (aka read, enjoy, and review).
Summary: It has been 90 years since Bella has lived with the Cullens in her new life as a vampire. It also has been 90 years that Bella has been wondering the same thing 'what if she wasn't Edward's singer in her human life? Would he have noticed her? Would they still be together?' What if Bella got to test her theory, what if Bella had the power to turn back time, and change one thing…what if Bella wasn't Edward's singer?
Chapter 1-Going Back In Time
Bella's POV:
90 years. Wow. The time sure has gone by. But sadly, it hasn't been all that easy.
When I was first changed, I couldn't stop the bloodlust that I felt towards humans. It was unimaginable. True, I was in Denali, but when a human came walking by one day… well it was harsh…
Flash Back:
It has only been five months since I was changed. We were all sitting in Tanya's living room, watching T.V.
Then something that no-one would have thought happened, did.
A human.
At first it was a faint smell. Something that lures you in, a smell that satisfies all your needs. For me…it was way better than Edward's scent. Then it grew stronger, and I felt a burning in the back of my throat. The monster inside me was going crazy, and before anyone could stop me, I was off.
I was running after the human, it's blood smelling so sweet. I never tasted a human, and now I knew that if I drank from this one, no animal could pale in comparison. I was close to the human. I could see her, walking harmlessly threw the snow. But, sadly, before I could pounce, I was tackled onto the ground.
Edward was on top of me, trying to keep me from eating a snack.
End of flash back.
I was so close, so close...I would have gotten that human, and felt terribly bad about it later, if it wasn't for Edward.I shivered. That human that day, the one that escaped me was my singer, for that I was sure. I now knew how Edward felt when he first saw me in biology on my first day of school. But sadly, this was the same reason I kept on remembering this memory, and that scared me. If that mere human girl wasn't my singer, I wouldn't have noticed her. When I was in Denali, and a human passed by, I never went after them. The bloodlust was never that strong.
That one thought though, the one where if she wasn't my singer I wouldn't have noticed her, scared me too.
Because if I wasn't Edward's singer, he wouldn't have noticed me…right? And that would cause a chain reaction. If he never noticed me, we would have never dated, never went to the meadow, and never knew each other enough to love each other. Although that thought scared me, I still wanted to test my theory. And I think I had my chance.
I had a talent, a talent that no-one knew about. Not even Edward. I could go back in time, and change one thing. I knew I had this talent, because one day I thought about that memory and wondered if I wasn't Edward's singer, Alice had a vision. So I went back in time, and changed one thing, me from wondering…
I wanted to test my theory. I would test my theory. I just had to be sneaky… Sneaky so Alice wouldn't get a vision, and Edward wouldn't read her mind and see it too.I knew that if Edward knew of my plan, he would try to convince me he loved me. I knew he loved me, I mean I'm not stupid. I just wanted to know that we ended up together because it was meant to be. Not just because of my human trait, blood.
So here I am, standing in the middle of our meadow, ready to go back in time. I left a note to Edward, hoping he would find it before 90 years changed.
EPOV
I went to our room expecting to see Bella, the love of my life. But when I entered the room. What I saw shocked me.
No Bella. Only a note.
Edward,
By the time you get this note, I won't be with you, in your arms, in your line of sight. I'm sorry Edward. I had to. I just couldn't help but wonder.
I have a talent that I never told you about and I'm sorry I never got to tell you about it. But I can go back in time. And change one thing. I'm going back in time to the day me and you met in biology. And the one thing I'm changing is my scent.
I know you love me, but I just have to know you didn't just notice me because of my blood. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry if we don't end up together, and least you'll have another change at true love. But for now, I love you. I always will love you, no matter what.
Sincerely,
Bella
Before I could run after her, or call her to tell her to stop and that I love her… something happened. It felt as if the floor was sucking me into a black hole, and I knew that Bella was now testing her theory.
BELLA A/N: Well that is where she got to. I hope you like it. This chapter was first wrote by fan-club but she didn't want to finish so yeah. If you don't like the rest (which will be writen by me and twilightlover44) be nice because this is my first fanfiction story. :P. But this is not twilightlover44's first story she has two other ones she will be working on while she is helping me and she is writing another story she has no idea if she will ever post. So she has even more put on her plate. Tough luck for her. No really she didn't have to help me. I didn't even ask her she just asked me if I will post a story and I told her I was so she told me she will help. I couldn't tell her no because she wouldn't let me. It is hard for her to take no for an answer. Lorissa is updating next. She is wrote chapter 2 not me. Yes she knows how to get on my account. Well REVIEW. Please?
Bella
LORISSA A/N: All I have to say is R,E,&R.
Lorissa
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