Yes, I know canonically Sakura loves Sasuke. I just think she'd have a lot of mixed emotions towards him, what with his turning traitor and all. This letter is just one of her attempts to resolve her negative emotions.
Anyway, first fic, hope you don't hate it!
Disclaimer: If Naruto was mine, this wouldn't be called FANfiction, now would it?
Dear Sasuke,
I never really understood before, when people talked about this feeling. Why stories revolved around it, how your heart races and you can't think of anything else but that one certain person. I thought I knew it as a child, having felt its pale imitations, but I never imagined this burning pain in my chest, or the way you haunt my dreams.
I hate you, Sasuke, with all my heart. I really, truly mean it. I've never felt anything like this before, this complete and all-encompassing loathing. My whole soul abhors you and my hands ache to end you. And I know with utter certainty that I will hate you till the stars grow cold.
I can't wait to see you. I daydream about watching the light fade from eyes when I hurt you, cutting through your spine so you can't run, can't fight. And then, while the poisoned blade slowly, painfully kills you, I'll watch. I'll tell you how hard I worked on this, just for you. How I carefully selected my ingredients, how I designed it to paralyze you and set your nerves on fire. And right before that wonderful moment when we're together, when you finally die, I'll whisper my message: 'you're welcome, Sasuke-kun.'
It's really the least I can do for you, especially after everything you've done for me.
I'll write you again soon. I'm counting the hours till we meet again.
Hate you forever and ever,
Sakura
