JD/Kelly! =] I know...it's a little random, seeing as they've both been dead for quite a while now, but I came here looking and there was none to be found! I know this is probably really out of character and everything, and the grammars probably bad to. Haha...but whatever. This is a little drabble about what JD might have been thinking when he was walking in the woods after he talked to Abby. Title is from "I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth" By Fall Out Boy

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"Kelly's dead."

Abby's words were ringing loudly in his head. Not even the earsplitting music blaring from his iPod was enough to drown them out.

JD walked down the path, fists stuffed deep into the pockets of his shorts, and earphones jammed so far into his ears that they might have reached his ear drums.

He needed to get away from all of this. Away from the Island. Away from Kelly. He wanted to forget about her, but he couldn't. Something in his brain seemed to want to push the subject. He just couldn't keep her out of his thoughts.

Okay, so, yeah, they had sex. But it was just sex. He'd had sex before, it was never a big deal. Why did it matter? He'd liked Kelly, sure, he barely knew her. Not even two days, why should he care this much? Yeah, well, no one he'd had sex with, to the best of his knowledge, had ever killed themselves directly afterwards.

Oh, yeah...he was the last one to see her. Maybe, that meant something, but could he really have done anything to save her? JD pondered this for a moment, but soon dismissed it. No, he couldn't have done anything. If Kelly wanted to kill herself, she was going to find someway of, at least, attempting it. He knew that from experience. Everything about Kelly had seemed so...tragic. She'd had Wakefield's name tatooed all over herself for God sakes. She was definetly twisted. Like everyone else seemed to think he was. They had that in common. Kelly seemed to understand him, at least a little bit. She wasn't afraid of him, and she didn't think he was a freak; That's what everyone else did. No, he mused, Kelly was different. Kelly was the only one on Harpers Island that he felt like he could trust, that he felt like actually liked him, and didn't just pity him like Henry or Abby, or anyone else on the Island.

JD wondered vaguely if what he'd felt the day before, as he lay on Kelly's couch, was love. He wanted to laugh at himself. But he couldn't help thinking that maybe...maybe, for just a little while...

No. Acknowledging something like that would just make his situation worse, JD decided. He turned the volume all the way up on his iPod, trying so hard to drown out his thoughts. None of this was doing the good he thought it would. He started to think maybe he would head back to the Candlewick and...

WHAM.

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That "wham" was Shane's car, which, BTW did not kill JD.
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