1A/N This songfic is about Edward, about how he feels when he has to leave Bella. Obviously, each little bit doesn't fit perfectly (there's actually one part I think is perfect for Jacob) but overall... well, you'll see. If you can, look it up and listen to it, it's beautiful.
Disclaimer I don't own Twilight, or The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New.
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want,
I already know what I am.
And if it males you less sad
we'll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile
already know that I am.
I'll grow old,
start acting my age,
a brand new day,
in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold,
heart that's harder then stone,
it hurts a whole lot,
but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive,
I'm only hoping that as time goes
you can forget.
If it makes you less sad,
I'll move out of this state.
You can keep to yourself,
I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint,
I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb
and it's dark in your room
when I sneak to your bed
to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits,
or get a grip.
Said you wanted a solution,
you just wanted to be missed.
Call me a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive,
I'm only hoping that as time goes
you can forget.
You are calm and reposed.
Let your beauty unfold,
pale white like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin,
standing trial for your sins,
holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive,
I'm only hoping that as time goes
you can forget.
