Chapter one:
It was yet another drab day in forks and I opened my eyes and looked out the window. I lay there for some time thinking of the future. What would happen when I turned into a vampire? How will Charlie and Renee react to me getting married and would I ever see Jacob again?
Ever since the events of the past few weeks since graduation these questions had been running through my mind like a never ending record. The only thing that brought me back to earth was Edward. My beautiful vampire with golden eyes that made my heart beat a thousand miles a minute and a statue like body close to that of a Greek god.
I finally dragged my thoughts away from Edward and looked at the time on the clock next to my bed.
"Geez I'm going to be late!" I gasped as I jumped out of bed and rummaged through the junk of my floor for something decent to wear. Today Alice was dragging me out shopping for the wedding I didn't want. I ran into the bath room quickly brushed my hair and washed my face. As I slowly stood up patting my face dry with a towel I noticed I wasn't alone.
"Alice! What are you doing here I told you I was going to meet you at yours?" the sight of Alice made me jump so my voice was nervous and high pitched. Alice looked at me and laughed
"I know but I had a premonition that you would fall down the stairs because you were running late so I decided to meet you here! We don't need any broken bones before the wedding! Now hurry up I have a full day of shopping planned ahead for us!"
Great just what I wanted a full day of Alice and her hyper activity. There's no point on going shopping with her because she already knows what I'm going to choose. As I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen Edward was cooking on the stove
"Edward you're a vampire full of surprises! you can cook?" he looked at me and laughed "just because I don't eat doesn't mean I don't know how to cook" at that he walked over to me and put a finger under my chin and kissed me softly on the lips "now if you're going to be shopping with Alice all day I thought you might need a good breakfast or you're going to be dead on your feet by lunch!" I smiled at him he was so considerate to me and was always thinking ahead.
I sat down at the table and Edward presented me with some French toast. Even tho it looked good I was still a bit apprehensive since he was a vampire and hadn't tasted food for a hundred years. He stared at me intently and I popped the first piece into my mouth
"Wow Edward this is really good! Where did you learn to cook?"
"My secret passion is cooking shows, Esme and I watch them late at night when we have nothing else to do" I laughed and quickly devoured the rest. I looked at Edward when I was done and he had a big smile on his face, you could tell he was proud that I enjoyed it so much.
"Come on Bella geez I want to get going already we have so many shops to visit" Alice was jumping around impatiently as I put my plate in the sink and gathered up my bag and jacket. Before I could blink Alice was out the door and in her new car with the engine running. I looked at Edward and he laughed
"Good luck my love don't let her get too carried away" Edward beamed at me and then laughed he must have been listening to Alice's thoughts.
"You better get out there she's going crazy" with that he gave me a swift kiss on the lips and walked back into the kitchen to clean up from breakfast.
I closed the door behind me and walked towards Alice's car. I pretty much had just opened the door of the car and sat down when she suddenly reversed and was speeding down the street.
"Now Bella we have to find you some new clothes for before and after the wedding. We need some lingerie too" my face turned a bright shade of red at the thought of her buying me lingerie for Edward and my wedding night and the fact that buying lingerie suggested something more sexual between Edward and I.
The drive to Chicago was Alice style. Fast, scary and short. We arrived at a giant mall and parked the car in the underground car park. Alice hoped out and ran around to my door practically pulling me out of my seat. Geez Alice is impatient sometimes! She's lucky I'm even here I thought to myself and she dragged me to the entrance. As we stepped through the doors I was in awe I had never seen so many shops in once place, even in phoenix!
"Great isn't it!" Alice said excitedly "the mall just opened a week ago it's supposed to be the biggest in the northern hemisphere!" at that Alice dragged me into the first shop. It was just casual wear but she made me try on everything in there. I didn't like much of what Alice wanted me to buy. I was comfortable in my jeans and t-shirts but she wanted me to get short skirts, dresses, shorts and singlet tops. Finally I gave up. Alice wouldn't take no for an answer.
The next shop we walked into was a make up shop. It had every colour of the rainbow in pale, dark and bold! Alice grabbed a basket and started throwing everything in
"oh I love this new shop look at all the makeup were going to have such fun with all this" her face was full of so much excitement and awe at all the colours that I felt bad bursting her bubble all the time by telling her I didn't want any of it. But she didn't care she just brought it anyway.
After a few shops I was starting to get tired. I was glad Edward cooked me breakfast I thought to myself. Alice saw that I was tired and suggested we go to the food court and I could have lunch. I looked at the time it was 2pm we had been shopping for 4hours already no wonder I was so tired.
I grabbed a sandwich and sat down with Alice on a table. Our shopping bags over flowing from the two empty chairs onto the ground around us.
"Alice how much longer do we have to shop for what else do we need?" I begged
"Only a few more shops I promise..." all of a sudden Alice went blank. She was having a vision. I sat there staring at her to tense and nervous to eat wondering if her vision was of some foreboding doom.
I looked down at my uneaten sandwich worried about what she might be seeing when I heard her voice. "We have to go" she whispered and with that she had picked up all the bags and was pulling by my arm for the exit.
"What is it Alice?" I asked frantic. She stopped and looked into my eyes. You could tell she was struggling to put in words what she saw.
"It's..."
She stared at me with her mouth moving but no sound coming out.
"Alice what is it? Are the volturi coming? Am I in danger? Is it Edward?" my mind was running at a million miles per second what was so bad that Alice couldn't tell me
"No the volturi aren't coming...you're not in any danger" at this she started to giggle. I was furious what was so funny? I thought to myself. I was so nervous I was about to shake the mall down.
"It's hard to put into words because I just... "She stopped and sighed "I just saw what you were wearing on your wedding night and you and Edward having..." at that I went bright red. I knew now exactly what she had seen and why it was so hard to tell me.
"Then why did we have to rush and leave immediately?" I was confused
"because I saw what you were wearing in a lingerie shop the other day and they only had a few left and if we're going to get it we have to hurry" by this stage I was really angry. All that worry for nothing.
"Damn Alice you could have just told me! Why would you do that to me when so much is going on at the moment" she looked at me with those puppy dog eyes and I couldn't stay mad at her for long. I should have known it would have been something like that that she saw.
She grabbed me by the hand and dragged me into the lingerie shop. Alice new exactly where to find the lingerie I was going to wear and headed in a beeline straight to the back of the shop.
"You're going to love it" she was so excited and her voice and climbed a few decibels. "It's simply gorgeous I was going to buy one for myself lucky I didn't"
As we got to the back of the shop Alice started rummaging through the rack to find what she was looking for. After about 2seconds of looking she pulled out a white bra and undies set. The bra was padded, white satin, with a small line of lace around the top. It screamed out virgin bride. But it was exquisite. And the undies were white satin also but French undies style with a small line of lace around the top and the legs.
"Oh Alice its perfect!" I exclaimed
"I know isn't it? Its innocent, tasteful and very sexy!" she had a grin on her face ear to ear. "Go try it on we better make sure it fits and look it's got silicon cups in it so it will give you a bit of cleavage"
I sighed and marched towards the change rooms. As I stripped down I realised what the bra and undies would signify. They would be the only thing on my wedding night stopping me from losing my virginity. Yet on the other hand they were aiding me in losing my virginity. I was confused and worried. It brought back all my old fears that I had this morning.
"What are you doing in there hurry up I want to see" Alice was being impatient again
"In a minute. I'm not a vampire I do things at human speed remember?" Put on the bra and undies and looked in the mirror. Geez those silicon pads are great I thought to myself admiring my new found cleavage. At that my door burst open and Alice jumped in.
"Wow you look great and they fit perfectly. It must have been fate. I'm going to see if they have garters and stockings to match won't be long" I groaned. Alice always thought of EVERYTHING. I quickly got dressed and walked out of the change room to see Alice at the counter with a massive arm full of bras, undies and nighties.
"Ah here's my future sister in law I was telling you about" the shop assistant looked at me and smiled
"You are very lucky to have a sister in law buying you all this stuff!" that when I realised. Those bras, undies and nighties weren't for Alice... they were for me.
"Alice I told you I don't want you buying me things!"
"Oh don't be silly. You can't wear the same bra set everyday you need variety!" I went to argue back but I had no more energy since I hadn't eaten my lunch and had been shopping now for five hours.
Alice smiled she knew she had defeated me.
"Next time we go shopping don't eat breakfast. You're easier to deal with when you're tired!" I laughed at this and took the bags the shop assistant was handing me.
"Alice can we go home now I can't think of anything else I will ever need!" Alice laughed
"Sure lets go home I want to try new makeup styles on you at home anyway" I groaned. No more make over's!
As we headed back to the car Alice was humming as she was gracefully skipping along.
We arrived home as it was getting dark. For my benefit Alice drove a little slower so I could sleep and be a little refreshed by the time we got home. I was softly woken by the sound of my sweet loves voice.
"Bella wake up. Your home now let's get you inside and into bed." At that Edward picked me up and carried me up to my room. Charlie wasn't home yet due to the fact that he was going down to Billies after work to watch some big game.
Edward carried me upstairs, then placed me onto my bed and pulled to covers up around me. I tried to fight the sleep but it was too strong especially when I had Edwards arms wrapped around me humming my lullaby.
I woke up the later that night. Edward was still there arms around me staring at the ceiling.
"What are you thinking?" as I spoke he slowly looked across into my eyes
"I was imagining what it will be like after were married" he told me a glint and excitement in his golden eyes.
"And was it good?" he laughed at my question and his eyes smiled too
"Of course! I can't imagine how I could possibly be any happier than I am now but when we become married I will be so happy I could burst!" I laughed and snuggled up closer to him. I loved having Edward next to me every night and I couldn't wait to spend eternity with him even if I have to get married young and become a vampire.
"Is Charlie home?"
"No not yet it must be a god game" Edward leaned across and kissed me gently on the lips
"You're going to kill me one day Bella" he laughed
"Why?" I asked horrified
"Because I love you too much "at this point he kissed me again but more forcefully this time. Using his tongue this time to explore my mouth. Slowly I stopped breathing as chills ran up and down my spine for the excitement of it all. We had never kissed for this long I thought to myself. But I spoke too soon just as I thought it he pulled away with a sigh and pulled me tighter into his chest.
"I better go I can hear Charlie he's a few minutes away. I'll be back later" Edward jumped up and was gone in an instant. I lay there thinking of that last kiss and tingles went down to my toes. Oh how I love Edward I sighed to myself and then turned back over and went to sleep.
well i hope you liked it! its my first fan fic story so please review i would love to hear what you think
