Angels Would Fall

Look at you. You're pathetic. You're in love with the fucking Card Mistress. She's not a dyke. She's not a freak like you. Oh yes, smile for her. Lead her on. You don't deserve her. She felt like screaming- yes, that's what she'd do. Tomoyo Daidouji would scream, kicking, shouting. She'd be the brat for once. It appeared to help Meiling, why couldn't it help her? She pressed herself against the wall, gasping for air. Was this what happened to her mother? The rope that wrapped around me

Is cutting through my skin

And the doubts that are surrounding me

Are finding their way in

I keep it close to me

Like a hole in my praise

In my desperate hour

It's better that way.

Tomoyo Daidouji doesn't cry. Do you think tears will help? Be happy for her, tomodachi. She'll always love you. The voice mocked her. They always did when the stars shone. It always mocked her when she could see Sakura's star. It always did, and there was no way to shut her up, because she was the girl.

So I'll come by and see you again

I'll be such a very good friend

Have mercy on my soul

I will never let you know

Where my mind has been

STOP IT! I'M NOT HURTING HER! LEAVE ME BE! You're a coward, you know that? You're a fucking coward. Talk to her. I CAN'T!

"Leave me alone!" She shouted the last part aloud, throwing a mirror to the ground. It shattered. She laughed and laughed again. Seven years of bad luck.  Did she break a mirror seven years ago too? She must have- that was the day Syaoron said 'Ai shiteru', wasn't it? But Sakura deserved her little wolf. She loved him. And that hurt the worst.

Angels never came down

There's no one here

They'd wanna hang around

But if they knew

If they knew you at all

Then one by one

The angels

Angels would fall

Sakura was so angelic sometimes. Like when she smiled, or laughed, or just when she breathed. That flash of the throat…Tomoyo smiled painfully. Don't think like that, Tomoyo. She's not YOUR angel. She's Syaoron's.  Then I'll watch videos.

I've crept into your temple

I have slept upon your pew

I have dreamed of a divinity

Inside and out of you

I want it more

The truth

I can taste it on my breath

I would give my life just for a little

A little death

Tomoyo turned, and saw the little blue Swiss Army knife on the counter. A gift from a loving mother. Bull shit. Her mother didn't love her. Her mother loved Nadeshiko. Her mother loved everything Tomoyo stood for- serenity, gentleness, and the hair she was forced to wear long. She flipped out the blade- so simple, so clean. Everything she was not.

So I'll come by and see you again

And I'll be just a very good friend

I will not look upon your face

I will not touch upon your grace

Your ecclesiastic skin

You can't go to her. That would be selfish, Tomoyo, and we all know you're never that. So don't even think it. She held back a sob, and clicked on the TV. Sakura flying. Sakura smiling. Sakura being Sakura.

Angels never came down

There's no one here

They'd wanna hang around

But if they knew

If they knew you at all

Then one by one

The angels

Angels would fall

She turned her head away, trying to ignore the recorded conversation.

"Tomoyo-chan, daijoubu?"

"I'm fine, Sakura-chan. As long as I'm with you."

 She took the knife in her hand, and smiled her enigmatic smile. And the blade flipped out.

I'll come by and see you again

And I'll have to be a very good friend
If I whisper they will know

I'll just turn around and go

They will never know my sin…

One cut, two cut, three cut, four. She gasped in pain, but smiled before sinking. Sakura could live on now, without worrying about her. That was what the important thing was. I should leave something, while I have the strength.

With her right hand, she shakily picked up the pen.

Sakura-chan:

Ai shiteru. Sayonara.

                             Tomoyo

Angels never came down

There's no one here

They'd wanna hang around

But if they knew

If they knew you at all

Then one by one

The angels

Angels would fall

*~*~ owari*~*~

I don't own the song, or the characters. Hah! Did you think I'd forget the disclaimer? Silly.