The sun was setting as we gazed at each other, the wind blew, and we stood there facing each other. The silence broke when Koji asked "so what was it that you wanted to tell me?" I got embarrassed, so I bowed my head down and stuttered at first then said "I…I liked you will you please got out with me". He was silent for a moment then said "I'm sorry but I can't". He turns and slowly walks away. My head was still down as he left. Tears started to flow; I couldn't hold it back any longer. I cried to my broken heart as it fell into pieces. Even though I knew that this might happen, but I couldn't help myself but cry. The pain was too hard for me to bare, I slowly fell to my knees. Clouds started to gather around then it rained.
That's when I realize that the real world was a cold place that you never get what you wanted. I slowly stood back up and walk home. My mom was waiting for me at home, she asked where I was? Why was I out so late? And why am I all wet? I didn't reply to any of her question, I just continue my way to my room. As I got to my room I close the doors, then curtains, then the lights. I shut myself in total darkness, laying on my bed, and soaked in my watery tears. My mother knocked on the door saying "sweeties are you alright, why don't you come out and tell me what happened"
I didn't reply as she questioned me even more. Then she finally understood my silence and left me alone the whole night.
The next morning I woke up half asleep, ready for school and forgetting what had happened yesterday. As I got to the school my childhood friend Evra was standing by the gates, I walked passed. He followed me to the point where I got really annoyed I turned to him yelling "what's wrong with you? Quit following me." He looked at me with relief that I've gone back to my usually self. We chatted for a while then I bumped into Koji.
As we stared at each other I grew dark inside, walking like I just gave up life. As I walked away from him I headed for the rooftop, not knowing why I wanted to go there, but for some reason it felt like I was being dragged there. I couldn't care less what was going to happen to me, all I wanted to do was hide in my darkness. I looked down at the students from below yelling "Koji this is for you".
I hopped over the fencing and on to the edge, screams and cried was all I heard from down below. Koji rush to save me but by the time he got there I was falling. He jumped in after me, I looked at him as he grasped me into his arms. As we both fell I whispered to him "thank you", he gave me a gentle smile for his reply. We both hit the ground and blood started to flow around us. Making it looked like rose petal were surround us as we l laid there.
