So I'm in a pretty angst-y and pissy mood so…here is one of the only angst-y things I've ever written and that I've posted.
Author's Note: I used to be Phantom42.
Note: Well…I had something better written but it got erased…so…yeah….
Title: A Goodbye Letter
Rated: T for character death and language
Summary: In every person's life, there are reasons to die and there are reasons to live. My reason to live has passed away. Passed on to the world where everything is cold and where no hearts beat.
Genre: Angst/Romance
Disclaimer: I don't own Danny Phantom characters.
January 25th, 2010
People say that the world's going to end in 2012.
I wont be around to see that.
My life has been fucked up ever since I was a kid and it just keeps getting worse. Like when I was five, my parents left me at home for a month while they went on a cruise. Or when my self-esteem had went down incredibly because I was told that I "wasn't wanted." I'm "a freak of nature. Nothing or no one would want" me. That "there's no reason why" I'm alive.
There are only few reasons why I stay alive with a somewhat stable brain. And most of those reasons are because of Danny Fenton.
Danny Fenton has been my best friend since the third grade, along with his African-American friend, Tucker.
Danny Fenton was always around when I did stupid or embarrassing things. Like the time he was paroling and I forgot, therefore, when he phased through my wall he got to see me and all my bra-and-underwear glory.
Awkward….
He was always there when I cried. Like when my parents forgot me and went to an "important business meeting."
In every person's life, there are reasons to die and there are reasons to live. My reason to live has passed away. Passed on to the world where everything is cold and where no hearts beat.
I would meet him there. I would have more fun as a ghost. No worries. No problems.
Just us.
So, as I write this today, I say goodbye to my family. I say goodbye to Tucker and to those who have treated me fairly. I say goodbye to those I haven't met and hello to those I will meet in my afterlife.
I say…thank you to Danny…for helping me through this hard decision, which turned out to be an easy one.
I love…most of you. Tucker especially…and whenever I can…I will see you and I will hope for this reunion one day.
So, goodbye.
--Love forever and ever,
Samantha Manson
