"Don't! Just don't!" Usagi's voice was breaking as the unshed tears built up, threatening to spill over her barrier.

"Usagi let me explain…" Mamoru begged holding out a hand to grab her arm gently, she dodged it and backed away slowly

"You don't need to…" with that she ran off.

That was the last time Mamoru saw her. That was the last time he ever heard her voice, smelt her sent and bathed in her presence. Now she was gone. 4 long lonely years without the blonde haired meatball, life was lonely for Mamoru, for the scouts and for everyone else that new her.

Motoki refuses to go near the Arcade because it reminds him so much of her, Naru cries every day when she comes home from college, Minako cries most of the day, Makoto takes her sorrows out on youma's, Rei spends most of her time infront of the fire trying to find her and Ami buries herself in her studying. Luna and Artemis spend their days curled up together; Artemis tries hard to comfort Luna. She blames herself.

But Mamoru was the worst. Red puffy eyes with big black bags under them, white pale skin, black stubble covering his chin where he hadn't shaven for days at a time. He only ate because the scouts forced him to, his apartment which was once clean as a whistle was now a bomb site. He blames himself. Only this time it's different, it is his fault.

Life was dull and miserable, not only that but 2 years after Usagi left tragedy struck, both her parents and brother were killed in a plane crash whilst trying to find there beloved daughter. Yes life was unfair, cruel and evil, just like the Black Moon family. It's their fault really, planting them dreams inside all the scouts head and Mamoru's. The Black Moon family drove her away not the scouts, not Mamoru. But that's not what they think.

They would have found her years ago if she hadn't blocked the special soul bond between her and Mamoru. They would have found her years ago if she hadn't somehow been able to stop Rei's psychic powers from finding her. Was she alive? Was she healthy? Where was she? How could they find her? The scouts and Mamoru had the same conversation everyday and everyday they would leave the temple with the same thoughts. It was impossible. However, every night when they all struggle to get to sleep, they all have the same dream, a dream of their princess, telling them that she was ok and that one day they will find her to just be patient. That's what gives them renewed hope and faith. They will find her, they must find her.

The youma's were getting stronger, and they were close to finding Chibi-Usa, that's right you heard correctly, Chibi-Usa still existed, which means Usagi gets pregnant and Crystal Tokyo is created so that must mean the scouts will eventually find Usagi surely? Well we shall see about that wont we…

AN: Well thats the start of my new fanfic!! tell me what you think!!! Ja Ne xxx