Yeah. This is my first song fic. I've fallen in love with this song and this story formed in my head. Reader/Hiei fic and it's really sad. The song is 'Face Down' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Enjoy and review, Plz!
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going on.
Cover up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
You opened your room door and walked inside. Furniture was thrown about and your mirror was broken. You looked at it anyway. You wet a tissue and wiped off the make-up you applied over you bruised face. Then, you removed your long sleeved shirt to reveal more bruises up and down your pale structure. Sighing, you walked to sit down on the disordered bed remembering what had happened.
Do you feel like a man?
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Hiei had gotten back from the Makai and came in to your room like he usually does. Every time he went there, he came back smelling like some woman you guessed was Mukuro. Hiei told you that he only worked for her and she didn't mean anything to him. You knew he was lying. He always lied. You watched him take off his shirt to get dressed in human clothes and averted your gaze. Hiei's back was covered in light scratches.
"Hiei?" He turned his gaze to you and waited for you to continue. "Where did you get those…scratches on your back?" You questioned, hoping not to get him angry again. He turned back around and finished putting on his shirt.
"None of your business." He growled, making you flinch. You looked at the floor.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence.
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture
"But-…"His hand flew to your chin and cupped it violently. You whimpered lightly.
"Are you questioning me?" He snarled out between clenched teeth. Your eyes shadowed fear.
"N-no…" You struggled against him. He let go and glared heavily at you. "I-I didn't-…"
-SLAP!-
The back of Hiei's hand hit you across the face with such force that you fell to the ground.
Do you feel like a man?
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
"Shut up!" He yelled, breathing hard. Tears filled your eyes. "You always question everything I do! I come back here everyday and this is what I come back to?" You stood up.
"H-Hiei, please calm down…" you tried. Why did he act so violent toward you of all people? He never acted this way to anyone else. Ever. You wondered if you should've gotten involved with him in the first place. He glared at you and punched you in the side, knocking you down into a coffee table. He cursed and pushed a chair out of the way. You held your side, refusing to cry. "Hiei! Why do you do this to me everyday? Why no one else? What have I done to deserve this?" He stopped and seemed to listen to your words then, he picked you up by the collar.
"I thought I told you to shut the fuck up!" He threw you onto the bed and went off breaking things while lecturing you on why not to ever question him or talk back. You sat up on the bed and cried. He stopped, looked at you and left with out another word.
Face down in the dirt, she says this doesn't hurt
She said that I've finally had enough.
Face down in the dirt, she say this doesn't hurt
She said that I've finally had enough
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.
You were crying again. You loved him so much but, he just took your feelings as a game. Well, you were tired of it.You suddenly became angry and got dressed. You took some money and a little of your belongings in a back pack. You wouldn't be there when he came back this time. Then, he'd learn. He'd learn to take care of the things prescious to him. Too bad you wouldn't be there to see it.
Do you feel like a man?
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
You walked out of the house and sat on the bench to the bus stop. You opened your backpack and pulled out a picture. It was of you and Hiei holding hands. You ripped it in half as the bus arrived. No more. You wouldn't do it anymore. You boarded the bus and it drove away to a new life, leaving old memories behind.
Do you feel like a man?
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
Hiei walked over to the bus stop, smelling your sent there. He spotted the ripped picture on the ground and picked up the halves. On the back was a note.
I'm sorry but, I couldn't take it anymore. I love you.
Goodbye,
-Yourname-
His eyes saddened and he put it in his pocket. Your sent was gone and he couldn't even look for you anymore. He turned to jump into a tree, leaving behind a single black tear gem.
-The End-
Well, I hope you guys liked it. I know it sucked. But, I needed to do something with the song that was playing in my head. –Squee- I love Hiei and this song. BELIEVE IT!
