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The Secret Journal of Isabella Swan
They say home is where the heart is. Sometimes I feel so lost: because I don't know where my home is, because my heart lies in too many places.
He said he loved me. Maybe he did. All I know is he betrayed me, my trust, and I hate him for it. I hate them for leaving me like they did. While it still kills me to admit it, I still love them. Yes, even him. They'll always be a part of me…and I can't pretend they don't exist, no matter how much I would like to. They will always have a part of my heart.
And then there's Jacob. Sweet, sweet Jacob I used to be able to compare him to a child…but not anymore. He's changed so much, but somehow he seems exactly the same. We're best friends you know. No, he's more than that to me. He's my sun. Some people don't get it but what can I say, thinking about him, hanging out with him makes me so happy.
No matter how whole I feel, how together. I will never have a home because my heart is in too many places.
With love,
Isabella Swan
