A/N: I really want to get into writing stories for my favorite TV show, so please review and let me know how this first chapter is!
I don't want you to come 'round here no more,
I beg you for mercy
You don't know how strong my weakness is
Or how much it hurts me
'Cause when you say it's over with her
I want to believe it's true.
So, I let you in knowing tomorrow
I'm gonna wake up missing you,
Wake up missing you
Olivia watched Kathy Stabler walk in and greet her husband. She wrapped her arms around him from behind. Elliot turned around and she saw the pure joy and smile that spread across his face when he saw her. He took her in his arms and kissed her lips passionately.
Olivia felt her heart clench.
"Happy Birthday, Elliot!" Kathy exclaimed, giving her husband another kiss. "Want to go out for dinner?"
"Sure, sweetheart. Let me just grab my coat, I'll be right out." Elliot smiled and stood up from his desk chair.
"I'll be in the car. I love you." Kathy said with another kiss before turning towards Olivia. "Hey, Liv!"
"Hey, Kathy!" Olivia tried to sound cheerful.
"I love you too, Kathy." Elliot replied and watched his wife exit the precinct.
Olivia let out a breath she didn't know she was holding.
When the one you love's in love with someone else
Don't you know its torture? I mean it's a living hell.
No matter how I try to convince myself,
This time I won't lose control
One look in your blue eyes and suddenly,
My heart can't tell you no.
Elliot walked over to Olivia and sat on her desk. "Liv… Please don't look so upset."
"You know that's not easy. I shouldn't have gotten so involved in something I knew had no chance." Olivia was referring to the affair the partners had gotten into. Elliot's marriage was often turning rocky at any given moment. During the last month, Elliot and Kathy had gotten into a huge fight and she kicked him out. Olivia let him stay in her apartment. They both admitted their feelings.
He told her that the marriage was done for good this time.
She let her feelings go for him. She was completely head-over-heels in love with Elliot Stabler. Olivia Benson never thought she could love someone and be loved back. Her luck in love hadn't been too great in the past. Elliot was changing that.
Until last week when he moved back in with Kathy.
"I know it's hard. Liv, none of my feelings for you have changed. You have to know that." He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. "I love you, Olivia Marie Benson."
She could feel the tears welling up in her brown eyes. She stared into his blue eyes, searching for the reason he could love two women. Her heart was breaking. She needed him.
"El, you're all I have.. I wanted so desperately to make something of this." She replied, fighting off tears.
"I know, Liv… look, I'll call you tonight." He promised.
I don't want you to call me up no more
Saying you need me
You're crazy if you think just half your love
Could ever please me
Still I want to hold you, touch you
When you look at me that way
There's only one solution I know:
You've got to stay away from me
Stay away from me!
"Are you sure that's a good idea? After all it is your birthday. I can only imagine what you wife has planned after dinner." Olivia wanted so badly to be the one to make love to Elliot for his birthday. They made love one time and it was like fireworks. There bodies formed together so perfectly. The way they reacted to each other was amazing. She couldn't help but wonder if he and Kathy had that connection.
"I'm going to call you. I'm going to talk to you tonight. I've been thinking about stuff. I'll find a way to talk to you." Elliot said to her. "I need to go now." He planted a soft kiss on her forehead. Why did he do that to her?
"Wait!" Olivia stopped him before he walked out of the office. "I got you a present." She walked over to him with a box wrapped in gold paper.
"Thanks, Liv." He smiled and began to un-wrap the box. He smiled when he got to the present. It was a single red rose, a box of his favorite chocolates and the gold tie he told her he liked in the store window. His smile was huge. He leaned down to her level.
When the one you love's in love with someone else
Don't you know its torture? I mean it's a living hell.
No matter how I try to convince myself
This time I won't lose control.
One look in your sad eyes and suddenly
My heart can't tell you no,
My heart can't tell you no.
She closed her eyes and let him take her lips. Her heart couldn't tell him no. She could feel his tongue probing her lips. She slightly parted her lips for him. Their tongues instantly came together and swirled in her mouth.
I don't want you to come 'round here no more
I beg you for mercy.
Her right hand went up to the back of his neck and his tangled in her hair as the kiss deepened. His left arm wrapped around her waist, holding her to him. She felt so good in his arms, but she knew it was wrong. She could only think about Kathy waiting downstairs in her car.
When the one you love's in love with someone else
Don't you know its torture? I mean it's a living hell.
She pulled her head back from his and looked up in his blue eyes. "El, go have a good dinner. Kathy is still waiting. You shouldn't keep her."
"Yeah.. I should get going." He wiped his hand down his face and looked deep into Olivia's brown eyes. "I'll call you later. Please stay up. I don't want to wake you up."
"I will be awake, don't worry. I have a lot on my mind."
"Good night, Olivia" Elliot whispered before turning to leave the office to meet his wife outside.
When the one you love's in love with someone else
Don't you know its torture? I mean it's a living hell.
As he took the elevator down to the first floor he took a minute to think about the woman upstairs he wanted to be with, but was hurting, and the woman in the car that he loved; or thought he did. He knew he would have to make this whole thing right.
When the one you love's in love with someone else
Don't you know its torture? I mean it's a living hell.
Upstairs Olivia leaned against the lockers and thought about Elliot. She loved him. She knew he loved her, but he also had a wife. She didn't know whether he would ever end it with his wife, though he told her he would. She knew she would have to make this whole thing right.
