A/N: This is my second fanfic. I had a dream about this and I thought it would be perfect to publish this story! Mwahahahahahaha. I apologize for OOC Misaki and I'm going to make him do such terrible things. Indulge!

Usagi-san and I have been together for 3 years now. Things have been going really well. Except this morning, things just got 100 times better. I woke this morning, on my way down stairs with a surprise. I see flowers all around with sweet scented candles. I was confused at first until I see Usagi-san sit there on the couch like he was waiting for me.

"Good Morning my love." he said which made my heart flutter a little.

"Morning?" I went down the stairs slowly and stopped at the bottom.

"Come here." His hand patted the spotted where he wanted me to sit. So I went.

I sat down. "What's with all the flowers and candles everywhere?" I asked. He gave one of his rare smiles and got down on one knee. "U-Usagi-san?"

"Misaki, We've been together for 3 years and they have been the best time of my life. I know that I'll never find someone like you again in my life. So Misaki, will you marry me?" He said seriously. I face went blank and I couldn't speak. I was so happy that I could die. I couldn't decided how to answer so I spoke how I felt.

" YES OF COURSE I WILL!" I jumped up and hugged him like there was no tomorrow. We looked into each others eyes and kisses passionately. He grabbed the box and slid the ring on my left ring finger. I kept staring at it because I was so happy. I went to the kitchen to start to cook a romantic breakfast for the two of us. While doing it, I was smiling happily at my engagement ring. I set the table and we sat down to eat. We started talking about when the wedding would be or where it would be and who should we invite. Of course he wanted a big wedding but I told him to have a decent size. So we agreed on it.

I really wished that I didn't have to go to school and just spend the day with Usagi-san, sex or not. I went to the kitchen to do this dished and then go take my shower and he followed me into it and didn't argue about it. Yet we made that hot passionate, wet love in there. I got dressed and me and Usagi-san went to my school. On the way he held my hands and I blush furiously. I got to school and he gave me a good by kiss and I saw he leave. Sign.

"Having fun with Usami-san?" I was in such a daze that I didn't hear who said that. "Misaki?"

"Huh, oh sorry what did you say?" I was embarrassed that fact I was still staring at the place Usagi-san had left.

"Never mind. We better get to Kamijou the Devil's class. I hear that he's giving a pop quiz today."

"Seriously. I barely pass that class. Why does he feel the need to give us random quizzes and test." We began walking to class and kept talking about what to expect in class. When we got there, we heard that 'the Devil' wasn't here today. My just kept getting better and better. We got to our seat and he noticed something.

"What's that on your finger?" He asked curiously. I realized that he was taking about my engagement ring so I covered it with my right hand and played stupid.

"What thing?" I'm an idiot.

"Was that an engagement ring on your finger?" I just dug my own grave.

"Um...well...er...yea." Why me?

"Did Usami-san propose to you? He whispered so not anyone could hear.

"Yeah, this morning" I admitted. He had a surprised look on his face. Almost like he was he was hurting inside. Yet how can I forget about the time he tried to seduce Usagi-san at his house when I was asleep. So yeah. How do you like that you back stabbing bastard!

His expression lightened. "Congratulations Misaki! When is it?"

"We don't know yet and or where its going to be but I do feel a little anxious about this. Between homework and school, and Usagi-san and now a wedding. I don't know why but I feel like I'm about to explode." He gave me a smirk and reached into his pocket.

"Here they're anti-anxiety medication. It'll calm you down" I looked at him confused.

"But don't they have to be prescribed to me by a doctor." I asked almost looked serious and scared.

"Don't worry, all they do is take the stress out of your body. That's all." I nodded and took two and just went with it.

After all my classes for today, Sumi-senpai and I walked out into the front gate and started talking about the wedding.

"So we should go out and celebrate" He said excited.

"No, I have to go or Usa-Akihiko-san will be worried and call a search party." I teased. Soon I felt this power/ urge within me and I didn't like it. It felt like this thing was taking over my body and I couldn't stop it. I felt myself go dark.

"Sumi-senpai...can I go to your house?" Why was I asking to go to his house.

"Sure...but why. Didn't you just say Usami-san would get worried. Also why are your eyes dark and your voice lower?" Yes why was my personality changed and just went into a dark stage?

"Its fine. He'll be my husband, so he should trust me more." Why, why, why was I saying this. I mean sure that would be true. He should trust me but I would at least call or text him if I was doing something or going somewhere.

"Okay...lets go." We were on his way and I knew I didn't want to go to his house but why something, like a force taking over my body?

We got there and I immediately took off my jacket and set down my messengers bag. I was waiting for him to come into the living room. Once he did, I took his hand and brought his body closer to mine. I gave a dark smirk and leaned his neck so his face would be centimeters from my face. He looked confused so I chuckled. I kissed him, with my arms around his neck. He didn't fight the kiss, he went along with it then I broke it for air. I gave another smirk. He looked at me with wide eyes.

"I thought you were with Usami-san. Why would you do that?" He asked confused

"I feel like. Also what he doesn't know, won't hurt him. If your a friend then you would just go with it." I looked him in the eye. I pulled him closer so I could whisper in his ear. "And if your a real friend then you would fuck me hard. Got it" I bit his ear making him grunt. I pushed him on the floor and started to kiss him like he was Usagi-san. I started to kiss and nip on his neck and until he finally regained coherency and flipped us over so now I was on the bottom.

I felt so sick about what I was doing. The really sad thing was that I couldn't control it and I let it happen. I was letting the guy that Usagi-san hated touch me and kiss me and I was liking it too! I wouldn't be able to look at him or even marry him once I told him this. I was disgusted with myself.

He put his hands on my side and took off my shirt. I brought my hand to his neck and kissed him some more. "Do like I told you before. Fuck me hard." I whispered in his ear. We switched places again and I was against the coffee table. He lifted my legs to his shoulder then I heard my cell phone in my pants vibrate. I kissed him and with a soft moan so he wouldn't hear it but he did.

"Shouldn't you answer that. It could be Usami-san." He asked concerned.

"Why should I? He's fine and just a worry wart like usual" I kissed him again. Mentally I didn't want anything to do with myself. I had cheated on Usagi-san. It wasn't fair to him at all. I don't even know why I would do such a thing. I love him with all my life. I would die for him and I do the lowest thing to do to a lover especially on the day he proposed to me. This doesn't make sense at all.

Half of them were fake because I couldn't feel anything. I was in such trance, I felt dead. Moment later, we were done. We were both breathing heavily.

Once I regained my energy, I went to get my clothes on and leave. My phone kept vibrating so I looked at it. I saw it had 7 missed calls, 3 voice mails, and 6 unread text messages. I closed it and got my shirt on and headed towards the door.

"Your not going to stay after that?" He teased and smirked.

"No, I'm going home. I need to get back to Usagi-san." I said

"Thought you didn't need to get back. That he needed to trust you more."

"..." I left. I walked slowly and tried to think of a good excuse on why I came home late. I didn't have work today, no homework and detention usually doesn't last this long. I don't think that I'll be able to look at Usagi-san without feeling guilty. I decided to go to a bar. I'm 22 years old; I can drink. I went there and I had so many beers that I wasn't able to walk straight.

When I got to the penthouse, I banged on the door because I was too drunk to unlock the door. He answered with an expression of worry, relief, and confusion. I bet he could smell the beer.

"Misaki, are you drunk?" I felt my eyelids get heavier.

"Yea, so? I'm old enough (hiccup)"

"You don't need to be drinking this early." I pushed passed him, nearly stumbled on the ground. "Why are you so drunk Misaki" I looked at him. I started to feel my eyes well up with tears so I turned back and went up stair.

"None of your business." I reached my room, opened it and slammed it. Then laid in bed with tears running down my face. The door opened and I realized that I had forgot to lock it.

"Misaki. Where were you after school? We had plans to go out. You didn't call or text or didn't even answer your phone. Also why are you crying?" I felt him sit on the edge of my bed. I wiped my tears and sat up.

"I went out. I didn't feel like answering my phone or having to inform you where I was going. Plus we can always go out. Also I'm having an extreme headache so that's why I'm crying. Also if your going to be my husband, then I would like you to start trusting me instead of being a worried house wife. Got it." I stated in a cold and harsh voice. He left the room wide eyed and sad. I know I wasn't me. Why would I just act that way.

Something isn't right. I need to get tested or something but why would I:

-Sleep with Sumi-senpai and cheat.

-Go and get drunk at a bar

-Yell at Usagi-san and force him to change.

I'm sick. I need to take a rest and just sleep it off. Wait, could it be the anti-anxiety medication senpai gave me. Na, just sleep. Start with a new day and no cheating.

A/N: Hahahahahaha Lies! I'm going to keep making him cheat and cheat and cheat. But with who. Mwahahhahahahahaha. I'm so evil. Review please 3:)