i am looking for a story that i have read but cant find

its a story where derek leaves for the president project and meredith stays behind and makes a record with a high number of successful surgeries in his absence and she is recognised by the cheif at the end of the story for beating her mothers record of successful surgeries in a row.

i am also looking for a story where derek is on the president project and when meredith visits they find that she isnt happy doing general surgery by having her wear the device and askin questions and it lights up with pleasure sensers to indicate if she finds pleasure in what she does and the device lights up with negative response because she doesnt enjoy doing general surgery but did it to save her marriage so they work towards her getting a fellowship for neurosurgery