do not own YGO... too bad I don't... but I can dream right? huh huh?
Summary: It only takes one lost life to change another... Or as Bakura found out...
(A.N. The computer was a HUGE! BAKA and erased my story off the net... so here it is again... but lowered one rating... hope you all like... and falmes will be used to light Bakura's, Kiaba's, and maybe Malik's hair on fire... ooooooooohhhhhh what fun...)
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A Blood Stained Angel
Ryou hated his life, all of his abuse...
I tried to kill the pain,
He wanted to end it all... all of his pain...
But only brought more
'Now is the time' he thought to himself.. to forget my life...
(So much more)
I bring the blade to my wrists and cut deeper than before...to truly bring about my long awaited death.
I lay dying
But doI really want to forget my friends...the people that cared about me...?
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
They said they cared...but if they really do...then why can't they see my pain...my suffering?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
As I lay here all by my self... i wonder...
Am I too lost to be saved?
If I am lost. To lost in my own despair and dark depression for any one to help me.
Am I too lost?
I think about the all of the times I've felt so alone...My blood poures on to the cold floor as tears start to pour from my eyes..
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me Salvation
Where is my salvation? The relief you are supposed to feal when you are dieing...
Do you remember me,
Will everyone remember me when I am gone? Will they shed tears over my absence?
Lost for so long?
I feel as though there is nothing more of me that can withstand the torture and torment of my soul...
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
Will they remember or will they forget me...think I never exsisted?
I will finally depart from the shadows of my own heart.
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
I find myself sheding more and more tears as my blood drains from the the deep wounds I inflicted upon myself...
and praying that they don't forget who I was while I was with them...screeming at my self for wanting my life to end without...
...without... saying good bye.
Am I too lost to be saved?
Once again I find myself asking that same question...
Am I too lost?
Am I really lost? Can no one see me? I really am lost then arent I...
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me Salvation
I cry, beg, and plead for your return...All I wanted was a friend who would not judge me because of you...Who would see me as an equal...
(I want to die!)
Was that so damn hard to ask for? Some one who was understanding and
and wouldn't treat me as a complete freak because of you.
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me Salvation
My yami...Why do you have to be the way you do? All I wanted was a friend. I just could have found a friend in you...but you abuse me...and I cant take it any more.
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for Deliverance
You could have been my deliverance...my salvation...
I needed you to be there for me most in this time in my life. Just a little support and I would have been happy.
Will I be denied?
Christ
Tourniquet
My Suicide
"Good bye"was the word muttered with Ryou's last breath..
'Return to me Salvation?'Bakura thought as he appeared next to Ryou's body...
"I'm sorry" was all he could think through the shock of what happened...he wraped his arms around his hikari's body, looking at the blood all over the place and whispered "I'm so sorry my blood stained angel". Once more he buried his head into his hikari's chest and cried silently to himself.
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very angsty I know...(sigh) I made my baby suicidal...how could I? allwell... lol
