"Choices: To forget the one you love or to kill your very best friend"

CHAPTER 1

All my life, what I have always captured my notice are pictures of the same person I had a crush on ever since elementary school. This picture has always been with me every part of that day. I don't know what I would do if the picture was lost. . . it has always been in my cold long hands as I caress and kiss this picture. It has always been my charm. . . my luck. . . and my life. I wouldn't know hat to do without it. . . Ever since I was this so called little girl in my class, he has always stood there beside me no matter what but I just know that he has just come to like me as a friend and not to love me as his girl. For some reason, I felt a deep sense of pain in my heart every time I always escape whenever he comes running toward me, I don't know why I had to run away all the time. . . My feet just started to run as my heart began to pound numerous times! That is why whenever I hold this picture, I always think that he is actually my lover but after all, this is just my fantasizing moment which will never happen to me. The thing is if I were to choose between this situation or him. . . would I come to conclusion that I would rather delete and forget my images of him? My love for him? Just to save my best friend..?

Ayu knew for a second that she would be late for her first class, Economics! "Oh nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" thought Ayu "Damn! My dream about me and Kaji being lovers and all dream just got me late for my first class! Hurry Ayu!".

Ayu runs until she finally reaches the door

pant pant

"I made it" thought Ayu "thank goodness..". As Ayu entered the classroom, the place was bustling as if she were in a market!

"Whats going on?" asked Ayu to Nina

"Did you hear that teacher is absent?" said Nina "I heard she got morning sickness!

"Oh"

"She's pregnant!"

"I know, Nina!"

Ayu and Nina laughs!

"So anyway, how's Tsujiai by the way?"

"Well, he told me that I could come over to his today!"

"Oh did he?"

"Yes!"

"Good. You get to spend quality time alone with him! Good job Nina!"

"Awww..It was nothing actually! Hehe . How's Kaji?

Ayu's heart started to pound when Nina mentions Kaji's name

"well..fine.."

"Ayu! C'mon! You and kaji really look good together!"

"No we don't anyway he'll never feel the same way as I do.."

"Sure he will!

"Nina, I want to forget about Kaji"

"What! Why?"

"I thought you really liked him?"

"I do. But.. it just hurts me you know when girls…"

"Surround him?"

"yes and.. the fact that he will never like someone like me"

"Ayu! Don't be so pessimistic!

"I'm Not! It's the truth!"

Ayu sighs

"Hey that crow has been staring at us ever since you entered the classroom, Ayu!" said Nina as she stared directly at the crow from her seat

"well..yeah, it sure is kinda creepy though. I wonder why it has been staring at me like that, it looks like.. never mind"

"what's with that never mind?"

"It's nothing really"

"Ayu.."

"Time for pe class! See you Nina!"

Ayu sets off to the tennis courts!