No lemon in this drabble I guess? Even though it's longer than most drabbles. Just straight up angst. I'm stuck in a bit of a rut myself which is why you guys haven't seen anything in a long while and I'm so sorry about that. Anyways warning time. Rated M for harsh language, drinking, drugs, etc. I don't own Naruto. From Sasuke's POV. This is about a break up between Naruto and Sasuke. Read if you want and I hope you enjoy!


I slammed my glass down and let out a sharp breath as the liquor slowly slid down my throat. I took a look at my surroundings, people were scattered across the bar but no one caught my eye. My eyes crossed for a second so I had to focus to make sure they would stay in place. I am beyond fucked right now, but it's the only way that I can cope. To forget. Everything like I need to.

Why? Why wouldn't his face fade from my mind? Why does his bright smile and beautiful blue eyes appear every time I close my own? Why can't I forget him! Every time I'm with a new lover for the night his face always pops up, ruining the moment. I want to forget him. I want to forget how kindly he treated me and how horribly I treated him. I want to forget all the fun times we had as friends. I want to forget our first time together in the back seat of my car. How his cheeks flushed a certain way, how the light shone brightly in his eyes-

No.

I have to forget. I waved the bartender over and demanded another shot. As soon as it was placed in front of me I downed it, barely tasting the alcohol this time. I scanned the crowd of people once more and spotted a man with long brown hair and pale purple eyes. He would do nicely for tonight. Maybe he can be the one to help me forget.

Maybe.

Or maybe I'll only forget when I'm dead. When my soul has left this pathetic excuse of a body. When God finally says it's your time. Maybe I'll be rid of him.

Or I can do it myself.

But that's the coward's way out. I'm Sasuke Uchiha. I wouldn't dare think about ending my own life, the shame it would bring on my family and.

Naruto.

He would be heartbroken. I can already picture his sobbing face as my worthless, lifeless body was lowered into the ground. How my brother would place a comforting arm around him because no matter what he'll always care for what used to be my ray of sunshine.

I shook my head, making me dizzy in the process. No. Stop this Sasuke. This isn't you. Just drink and forget.

I ordered three more shots and down them all as quickly as possible. When I lifted my head up a man approached me. I didn't understand the words he said but I agreed with him anyways. I paid my tab and quickly made my way out the door with him.

Maybe this face with help me forget Naruto's.


And that's it. It's just something I felt like getting out. Again, I'm terribly sorry I have been gone so long. I plan on uploading a chapter of another story tonight and get back on the writing horse. I hope you guys enjoyed it! R&R babies!