I see a girl. I see her smile. She is laughing and everything about her seems so goddamn beautiful. But then I see that smile turn into a frown and I wonder how to make that frown disappear.

And I realize something.

The only way to make that frown disappear forever is to make those smiles disappear too. She won't ever frown if she doesn't know what a smile is.

And this girl doesn't like my way of thinking. She doesn't like my way of thinking at all even though I'm doing it for girls like her. I'm doing it for her.

A whole new world without emotions or spirit – a place where I would never have to see her frown. It's possible. It really is.

She thinks I'm a villain. She thinks I'm evil. But I suppose that's not surprising. I'm not evil. I'm not a villain. I just have so many dreams – dreams that others don't agree with.

And in my dreams is a vision of a girl. She has no laugh or smile but she has no frown either. She stares at me with cold blue eyes. I reach out to grasp her hand. I take hold of the cold flesh in my own. It feels lifeless. It feels like nothing. It feels like nothing because I can't feel anything at all. Nothing.

No one anywhere can feel anything.

It's a simple, yet hard to achieve concept.

But it's possible.

And when I awake from my dreams, I know for a fact I want them to come true. I will fight until those dreams come true. A world without emotions will be the world I live in.

Because a world without emotions doesn't have her frown.

And when I see her frown, I feel the only feeling I still have it in me left to feel.

I feel incomplete.