I do not own the Doctor Who series. All rights belong to BBC and the director, Steven Moffat. Characters and plots are of their own doing. I am writing for the sake of writing and the idea of giving a twist of my own. Enjoy!


"Through the veil of love, you will realize what you can never have."

The Doctor stared blankly at the ceiling of the TARDIS, those green-gray eyes empty of any emotion. Only hot, burning tears poured silently down his cheeks as they dripped on the white cloth of the pillow beneath him.

He could remember it so perfectly…

That aching urge to be with her…

To envelop her in his arms and hold her close, smelling that sweet fragrance of roses from her porcelain skin …

To whisper those words over and over again…

(Flashback)

"Amelia," he moaned into her mouth softly, rough hands slowly caressing the sides of her waist, her body pressed so closely to his own gasping under his soft ministrations.

"Doctor," she whispered back, clawing her nails onto his bare back, tears sliding down her cheeks, feeling his two hearts beat simultaneously. Never in her life had she been cherished in such way…to be adored and loved by the one person who she never expected for those feelings to resurface.

Sweat poured down his forehead, rubbing his thumbs against her soft, pink cheeks.

"Amelia, you're so beautiful." His voice was barely a whisper, dark hair falling before his eyes as his breath tickled her cool skin.

Amy's eyes filled with more tears, clinging on to him feeling that if she let go, she'll break into tiny pieces and disappear. Closing her eyes for only a moment, she raised one of her hands and caressed his cheek gently. "Make love to me."

That was all the reassurance the Doctor needed, slowly lowering her down on to the bed, those green orbs filled with want and amity.

Her red hair created a sort of halo beneath her as the moon's light illuminated her body. A goddess of perfection…breathtaking.

The Doctor lowered down and gazed down into her eyes for only a moment before tilting his head and gently taking her lips with his own. At first it was soft and gentle, engulfing themselves into the cores of fruition, but that urge within their hearts burned like an inferno.

Every touch was pure bliss…

Every kiss was incredibly liberating and passionate…

Every thrust went deeper and deeper into her beautiful sheath…

Her bright, pale hand ran through the silk of his hair, never wanting this moment to stop. Amy wanted to feel all of him within her and for him to brush his lips across her body.

The Doctor was panting, caressing every inch of her with his firm hands, their sweat staining the sheets with their lovemaking…

"I love you," Amy whispered into his ear, his breathing becoming erratic, continuing to thrust inside her. "I love you so much it hurts."

"Amelia." He lifted her body abruptly crushing it against his firm chest, the warmth radiating from his body, "I ache for you every moment and the thought of you drives me insane. More insane than I could ever be. Amelia Pond, I am madly in love with you."

Amy couldn't help but feel those tears of joy cascade down her cheeks as he captured her lips once more in his embrace and they were soon lost in their own eternal bliss.

(End of Flashback)

The memory was fresh in his mind. Carved into his heart, still feeling her soft form close to his and the scent of delicate roses overwhelming him in ways he could never explain…

Turning on his side to look out the window, a bright star shined upon the heavens casting a soft light on the room. The silence was unbearable, to be alone once more to face the evils of the universe.

Beside him laid a bloomed, green rose in all its perfection, thorns running down the stems.

(Flashback)

"They're so beautiful!" Amy gasped, taking the bouquet from his hands.

"Not as beautiful as you." the Time Lord spoke, approaching her. Carefully, he put his hand into his pocket and a triumphant smile came upon his face as he took it out. Within his grasp he held a dark blue comb embroidered with rubies and emeralds. A simple blue rose adorned the top and Amy couldn't help but looked stunned.

"Doctor, wh-...where did you get this?" the Scot woman asked, brushing the tip of her fingertips over the comb.

"I made it myself. Now stay still, will ya? I don't want to end up poking your eye out." He gave a cheeky grin noticing a red hue fill her cheeks with morning blush. He attached the comb gently through her hair at the side and as she looked up, his two hearts skipped a beat. She was stunning.

"Doctor?"

"Hmm?" He carefully tilted his head, caressing her cheek softly with his thumb, those green eyes so intense it burned through her soul.

"Please don't ever leave me."

All his sanity broke when those words were spoken. In that moment, cupping her cheeks with his firm hands, the Doctor crushed his lips with hers in that beautiful meadow, petals slowly dancing around them and the bouquet fell from her hands to wrap her arms around his neck.

"I promise I will never leave you. Never."

(End of Flashback)

The Doctor weakly reached out to grab the rose, his eyes blurry from all the tears he had shed that evening. He brought it up to his nose and inhaled. Her scent was etched in the rose and the very thought tore him apart.

He was a fool.

A fool who was madly in love with Amelia Jessica Pond.

The saddest part of all…

She would have no recollection of it.

He pressed the rose close to his hearts and sobbed uncontrollably; the TARDIS humming sympathetically; feeling his anguish.

"Amelia," he croaked, "my mad, impossible Amy Pond. For all that is agony and torture to my soul, I love you. I would give anything to be with you! ANYTHING!"

The echo of his scream resonated across the room and slowly, the Doctor started to lose consciousness into the darkness that awaited him. It didn't take long before the Doctor closed his eyes, giving in to deep slumber only to see her face haunting his dreams.

"Amy…" he whispered, a tear gently running down his cheek into the colored petals that were once held by those snowy, soft hands.


Author's Note: This is only the beginning my fellow Daleks. Let the story truly begin! ;D

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