Why me?
A/N: Kay, so this is a chapter taken from my story 'Montana&Potter&Jonas', (it will be in the story) but right now I'm posting it as a oneshot:) Hope you like! Oh, and you choose pairing, I'd like to see who you think it is-(I'll post who the couple IS at the bottom Author's note).
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I ran outside, I didn't even know where I was going… I just acted upon impulse. Why him? Why me? I wasn't with him, and I loved him more than anything. I ran to the garden, the place I could go when I just needed to think.
I sat down, leaning my back on the cold stone bench. I pulled my knees up to my chest and just sat there. Waiting for the moment when I wouldn't care for him as more than a friend. What hurt most was knowing that he didn't care about me 'that' way in the slightest. I closed my eyes and leaned my head on my knees. Tears started burning my eyes, and I let them fall. I was usually always concerned about my appearance, but I didn't care now. It didn't matter to me anymore.
I heard quiet footsteps behind me becoming louder, and louder. I thought I knew who it was, so I said a muffled 'Sorry, it's just…' I began.
It wasn't who I thought it was, after all. He said 'Shhh…It's okay… But… are you okay?' is he kidding me? He's the one who's causing all this! Self-consciously, probably… But I was also thinking out loud at the moment.
'ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I FEEL HORRIBLE! AND IT'S YOUR FAULT! YOU CAUSED THIS!' I screeched, I was completely hysterical.
I slowly raised my head to look over at him with my tear stained face, and he looked hurt.
'Look,' he said sadly. 'I'm not sure what I've done but… I would never want to hurt you. Never, ever, ever. I just want to know what I've done-please tell me?' he said, giving me the puppy dog look. I had to look away from his gaze before I was lost in those gorgeous eyes.
'I can't tell you… You're the reason!' I said, quieting my voice.
'Look… You're one of my best friends…. You know you can tell me anything, and I won't ever tell a single soul' There it was. The word that hurt me most. Friend. That's all I'll ever be to him. A best friend. At the moment, however, I decided that as long as he's in my life, I'm happy. I love him enough that I'll wait for him, even if I wait an eternity.
A/N: Kay… Well… Did you like it? Hope you did:) Oh, and the pairing is… drumroll please…. Nick and Hannah:) Well, review (please say something nice).
