"So, Kurt, Blaine, you're up" Luke our teacher said.

Kurt is so much better than me at this. Great, just another thing to make me feel even worse about myself than I already do. I can't do anything right, can I?

I try to make it harder for him but he's too good. Every move I make, he always is able to block it.

I was trying way too hard and I turned slightly and got caught off guard and he hit my arm with the sword. It hurt more that what it should have and I realised he'd hit me where there was no padding and I have really sensitive skin so I get hurt easily so I knew this wouldn't be good.

"Ow, what the hell Kurt?" I shouted "Blaine are you okay?" Luke said "I'm fine" "are you sure? Safety first" he said "I said I'm fine" I snapped and left the room.

I went to the locker room to change and to see what damage had been done to my arm. I changed back into my skinny jeans and took my fencing top off, I had a vest on underneath but when I looked at my arm there was a massive cut across a quarter of my arm and it was bleeding quite a lot so I went into the showers to put my arm under the water.

It stung so much and I used my towel to try and clean it. Huh, that's strange, I swear i heard the door open, whatever.

I carried on trying to make the bleeding stop, wincing every time the towel touched it but eventually it stopped "what's going-" Kurt. Great! I winced again because it still hurt even though it wasn't bleeding anymore; I refused to look at him. "Did- did I do that?" he said sounding concerned; he'd obviously noticed the state of my arm. "Yeah, yeah you did" I said through gritted teeth and looked angrily at him, grabbed my towel, walked past him, grabbed my bag and left before he could say anything.

"Blaine!" II heard him yell as he chased after me but I just walked off. I sat on the steps at the back of NYADA and let a few tears fall out of anger and upset that Kurt managed to hurt me (accidently, I do know that though).

Not long later someone came and sat next to me. I knew it was Kurt so I didn't look up. "Blaine I am so so sorry for hurting you, I didn't mean to" he said softly. A few more tears fell and i still refused to look at him "please look at me Blaine" he pleaded and when I refused, he came and crouched down in front of me a step down and put his hand on my knee and flinched.

"Please, you know I didn't mean to" he said "I know, II just didn't think you'd do it, it was all my fault, if I could be good enough id have been able to see it coming" I said quietly. "Wait, why do you think that, I thought you were really good" he said.

"Oh, who are we kidding? I'm useless at everything, I can't do anything right and I'm average at best, I don't know how you can love a loser like me" I said brokenly as I cried more. "No, no, no honey, please look at me" he said sounding shocked.

I slowly looked up I could tell he could see how bad I felt. "You aren't useless, you're so much better than you think you are and I love you no matter what, okay, nothing can ever change that" he said taking my hands in his.

"Really?" I questioned "always" he confirmed. We both smiled and kissed passionately. He pulled me in for a hug and I winced when he touched the cut on my arm and he quickly pulled away "I'm so sorry" he said. I just laughed and said "it's alright, come here" and pulled him into a hug and we both laughed.

When we pulled away he kissed the cut on my arm softly and we smiled at each other.

"I love you so much" Kurt said.

"I love you more" I replied.