EXTREMELY IMPORTANT A/N: This is both a goodbye letter from England to America and a last fic (also a goodbye of sorts) from me (D.J., aka Spazzkitty). Thank you to my fans, my friends, and everyone who reviewed, favorited, or supported me. I am permanently leaving this account and moving on to a new one, where I will not be writing Hetalia any longer (most likely. You never know). My dear friend Roka should be updating my stories in my stead. I'm sad to leave behind this part of my life, but when you finish a chapter in a book, you must move on to the next part or you'll never know how the story ends. Thank you for everything, and I wish all you the best.
Goodbye, Goodbye
To my little one, to my angel
Who is perhaps not so little any longer.
I could start this by saying
That I remember the first day we met
Though you were just a child
And perhaps you do not.
But that is cliché
And you know that I remember
("An elephant never forgets,"
You used to say to me
And I let you tease me
Because it made you smile).
I could start this by saying
That I hate you for leaving
But you could always tell when I lied
About not bringing you back presents
And the little things are not that different from the big ones.
I could start this by saying
That I feel abandoned and cold
But my pride will not allow it
And I would be embarrassed to cry on this letter.
I could start this by saying
That I still love you
(More than you know
And more than I should)
But I will either drive you further away
Or drive myself mad
Thinking about what could have been.
So instead I will just say goodbye
Goodbye, my little one,
Goodbye my angel,
Goodbye my little mockingbird
Who pushed all my others from my nest
(And from my thoughts)
And still I couldn't look away
From those flawless blue eyes.
You have left everything I had always wanted
And taken things I hadn't deigned to think of
And yet now they are all that truly matters.
My precious one,
My treasure,
My boy.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
