A/N: Okay pretend the whole thing with the human Doctor didn't happen, and Rose stayed with the Doctor after JE. This is set one month after that.

This is kind of depressing, so if you don't like really serious things then you might not want to read this. It is something I feel quite strongly about, so I had this idea and thought i'd try it. Hope you enjoy.

Oh, btw I used to be XdramaticnessX but I changed my user name.

Why didn't you tell me?

His hands drifted from her waist slowly down to her legs as he deepened the kiss. Rose's hands gripped tighter onto the Doctor's arms. His hand was moving upwards, along her thighs, against the soft fabric of her knickers. The kiss faded into nothing as he touched her.

And that was it. She couldn't stand it anymore. The memories were too strong. She gasped and shuffled quickly along the bed, wrapping her arms around her knees, her face away from him.

"Rose, are you okay?" He asked, automatically reaching out to touch her, even though he was scared she would reject him. She slowly turned around to face him, but her arms were still wrapped protectively around her legs.

"Yeah... I'm fine. I just don't feel like doing this tonight." Her voice shook, along with her hands.

The Doctor wasn't going to fall for that again. He looked into her eyes, and saw deep fear. He took her hand, and lowered his voice. "Rose, what's really going on?"

Rose quickly looked down and his hand around hers, avoiding his gaze. Tears filled her eyes as the Doctor spoke again.

"You think I haven't noticed? Of course I have. Something's scaring you. Rose, i've never seen you so scared before."

Rose was determined not to let the tears spill. She couldn't tell him. She just couldn't. It was too hard. She just wanted to forget.

But the Doctor wouldn't give up. Something was deeply wrong. "I can't help unless I know what's wrong." He said softly. Rose looked up at his worried, tired eyes, and the tears betrayed her, falling quickly out of her eyes.

The Doctor wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead. His embrace gave Rose a tiny ounce of strength.

She took a deep breath, and looked down at her shaking hands. "It happened two months ago, before we were together again." Her voice sounded stronger than she expected.

"What happened?" The Doctor gently prompted her when she didn't say anything for a minute.

Rose looked at him again, and pain and anxiety filled her. She had no idea how to tell him her secret. She tried to convince herself that all it would take was three little words.

"Someone hurt you." The Doctor said. It wasn't a question. He could guess what happened to her. The way she pushed him away every time he came too close told him, and how she had changed. Of course change was inevitable, they had been apart for two years. But she always looked tired. He knew she couldn't sleep. She had been trying to pretend everything was okay, but he could see through her.

Rose nodded and looked away again, before drifting her eyes slowly back to his. She took another deep breath, trying to ignore the fact that her lungs seemed to have shrunken. "I can't." She said, her voice breaking. When she looked up, her face was drenched with tears and her mascara had smudged under her eyes.

The Doctor's hearts were beating fast. Rose was broken, and he wondered if she was damaged beyond repair. Her cupped her face with his hands looked into her eyes with a gaze so intense she couldn't look away.

"Rose, listen to me." He said softly. "You haven't told anyone what happened, and you can't keep it to yourself for much longer." He paused. "Please tell me."

Rose held his gaze for a moment, and the pain in his eyes made up her mind. She pulled her head away from his gentle grip, got off the bed and walked into the control room. She sat down by the computer and opened up a word document. The Doctor quickly joined her, looked slightly confused, but also curious and worried.

Rose didn't trust herself to speak. So she wrote. Then she turned the screen towards the Doctor and looked away from him as he read;

'I was raped'