If Only

If only, you weren't so stubborn

Then you would've seen you're fate

If only, you listened to you heart

And not your head

If Only, we didn't meet this way

Our relationship would've turned out fine

If only, your final words weren't 'Ciao'

It wouldn't haunt my memories

If only, you gave me a clue on how you felt

If only, you wouldn't have betrayed us

Or take advantage of us

If only, it were easy to understand you

I could've helped you

If only,

I were still to be with you

Dimentio

My charming magician

I closed my dairy. I should hate him. Why do I bother crying for him..yet here I am. I can't help it! I loved-no love-him! I let the tears fall down my cheek. Nassy came to check on me, but I shooed her away. I wanted to be alone. Why Dimmy? Why couldn't you see what you had in front of you?! Nassy, O'Chuncks, even Mr.L had come to befriend you! And I...love you.

I started crying uncontrollably. The song 'Ghost of you by Selena Gomez' played on my mp3, but it only made me cry harder.

"Why, Dim, why?!" I broke down not caring if Nassy heard me.

"Why do you cry, my love?" My head snapped up. I smiled. Dimentio...


I advise you to listen to that song. It shows what Mimi's feeling that and 'My Immortal by Evanescence'

~Ciao or L-ater