Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cuz I can't fight it anymore…
Ross looks at the phone. If only Emily wasn't getting married tomorrow. If only Ross had said the right name. Why did he have to say Rachel? Rachel. Maybe…
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
Maybe he should call her. She was in love with him the last he knew. And he has always been in love with her. Even when he married Carol, Ross always knew that if Rachel came around, he would fall over her. Ross wants to be with someone he trusts so why not Rachel?
It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Rachel rolls over on her bed. She can't sleep. For some reason, tonight, all she can think about his Ross. How stupid is this? How can she still be hung up on him? After moments of lawless wondering, Rachel climbs out of bed and walks over to the kitchen.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
Two alcoholic drinks later, Ross is really considering calling her. Rachel is looking out her window, staring into the night.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
Ross decides to get up off the floor and starts heading towards Monica and Rachel's apartment. Rachel picks up the phone and dials Ross's number. After four rings, she gets the answering machine. She hangs up the phone just as there is a knock on the door.
It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Rachel opens the door and finds Ross looking at her in his dreary drunken state. Unspoken cries of want flow back and forth between them. They know they shouldn't but they can't help but want to. "Hi," Ross finally speaks. "Hey, you," Rachel replies just as she used to when they were dating. She puts her hands on his shirt, looking up at him as if begging him to just do it. "Kiss me."
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
Ross grabs Rachel's face and kisses her. Silently, Rachel backs up towards her room and Ross follows her. They both know this will complicate things but neither can bring themselves to stop. The kisses are flowing out of desire, want, need, and pure passion.
It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without…
I just need you now
*This is my first fan fic. Like it or not so much? Critique me.*
