"Isabelle Serena Benson if I have to tell you to clean up your room one more time you can forget about going to that party tonight " Olivia screamed from the hallway bathroom . Every since her daughter Izzy had turned 15 it was hard to get her to cooperate especially about doing housework. At first she pushed it off as normal teenage hormones but lately it had become bad and Olivia was getting fed up.
Olivia had Isabelle when she was 19 years old.
It was your normal college party Olivia never went out but her mom had mad her beyond mad and her friend Mari had convinced her to put on her best slutty dress , make her face up , and have fun. Maybe she had to much fun because the next morning when she woke up in her dorm room she smelled of booze and her panties were gone. Not remembering a thing about last night she asked her roomie who did she come up with the prior night .
She was raped
Well that wasn't what her mother told her.
"Mom can I talk to you" Olivias' eyes were red and puffy from crying all day. She had on a large Siena College t-shirt and baggy sweat pants. She looked just how she felt horrible.
"What you came back to apologize for how you spoke to me yesterday " Serena replied coldly her long grey and white hair swaying as she moved gracefully to the other side of the room.
"Apologize ?" Olivia started " You called me a whore and I should apologize" Olivia shouted her angry rebuilding by the second.
"Well its true isn't it ?"
"You know what mother its not I was a virgin until last night !"
"That's what you came to tell me that you lost your virginity last night?" Serena looked at her with disgust.
"I was raped mom… I was raped" She sighed and slide down the walls curling up in a ball and crying her eyes out.
" And what did you do to get raped oh let me guess you were high or drunk ?" She laughed " Because if you were honey that's not rape you put yourself in that position and the courts are just going to say you wanted it"
"No there not" Olivia looked up wiping her tears with the back of her hand .
"Do you really want to find out the hard way?" Serena smirked and walked away to her room leaving Olivia on the floor baffled.
Olivia shook the memories from her head as she heard her daughters voice .
I cleaned up the room are you happy now" Isabelle said leaning against the bathroom door . She was the spitting image of Olivia from her head to her toes the only feature she didn't have of her mothers was the shape of her nose which must of came from him.
"What were you thinking about" Izzy asked noticing her mother seemed startled when she approached the door.
"None thing just stuff"
" What kind of stuff ?
Olivia just shrugged
" Does mommie have a boyfriend she isn't telling me about ?" Isabelle had a huge smile on her face as she reached over and pinched her mothers backside.
"No I don't have a boyfriend I was just thinking about some things from the past"
"Mhmm whatever you say"
Olivia shook her head and walked over to the shower adjusting the water to just the right temperature. She begin peeling off her clothes when her daughters high pitched scream stopped.
"Mom couldn't you wait till I left I don't wish to see your saggy mom boobs " Isabelle covered her eyes and lead herself out the door closing it with a light slam behind her.
Before stepping into the shower Olivia stopped in front of the full mirror in front of the bathroom door and eyed her body. Her stomach was athletic and her arms were tone . She had a few scars but nothing severe . Her thighs weren't fat but they weren't the perfect either. Then she looked up to her breast . They didn't sag did they ? No she was only in her mid 30s they couldn't be.
It was times this this she wished she did have a boyfriend to tell her that she was perfect in every way. The last time she dated was when Isabelle was 10 that didn't work out though. Dating when you had a kid was difficult either Isabelle didn't like her boyfriend or her boyfriend didn't like Isabelle. After a while she just stopped trying and adjusted to the fact that she might be alone for a long time.
Until Dean came along
He was a federal agent they had got close when she went undercover 3 years ago . She wouldn't say they were in a steady relationship though . They both has stressful jobs and they both hadn't had a good lay in a while so every now and then when Isabelle was away from the house he would come over and itch her scratch. Sometimes should invite him to stay until morning but that was it .
Just before she was about to enter the shower she was interrupted yet again by her cell phone chirpings.
She recognized the ring tone it was Elliot .
There was only one word to describe him amazing. Elliot was her partner and best friend and it had been that way for 12 years. There was none thing they keep from each other even if they tried it would always come out in the open. To be honest she had a little crush on him when they first met but that all got blown to hell when she told him he had a wife and 4 kids . Down the years though she has considered El her brother and knew he had her back no matter what.
"Hey Best friend" Elliot said humorously through the other end of the phone.
"Hey El what up?" Olivia replied holding the phone between her ear and shoulder while slipping her shirt back on her shower mood had been ruin.
"None thing were you busy"
"Nah I was just about to take a shower do you need anything"
"I was wondering would you and Izzy like to join me and Lizzie at the park this afternoon maybe it'll be more fun if we had some people our own age to talk to"
"Where's the rest of your football teams ?" she asked smirking to herself.
"Ha-ha well Kathy is in her I wanna bitch today moods and Dickie is at a friends I don't know were the other two are I'm such a good parent" he said jokingly
"Well I will ask Isabelle if she wants to join but let me warn you she'll probably say no she really doesn't like hanging around me anymore" Olivia said
"Cause your not cool like me " Elliot replied snickering.
"Sure that's it but ill call you back later and let you know"
"Okay bye Livy"
"Peace out bro .. see I'm cool" They both laughed before hanging up the phone.
Olivia slipped on her pants before opening the door to the bathroom she looked over the banister inspecting the living room before heading to Isabelle's room. She knocked before letting her self in and found her daughter laying upside down on the bed reading a copy of teen vogue.
"So Elliot just called and he invited us to go with him and Lizzie to the park with him would you want to go" she asked laying down beside her daughter in the canopy bed.
"What will we be doing at the park except for getting sweaty and dirty ?" Isabelle asked still looking at the magazine in front of her.
"Having fun and it will be nice for you to hang out with Lizzie she's your age I don't know why you all haven't hanged out before"
"Because she is a bitch" Isabelle lifted herself and made her way over to the dresser rearranged the perfumes and lotions that sat there.
"Excuse me why would you say that?" Olivia was shocked not only by her daughters language but that she would call sweet Lizzie such a word.
"Well I guess I better tell you before she does actually I'm surprised she hasn't told you already" Isabelle sighed and sat in one of her bean bag chairs.
Olivia knelt down in front of her daughter and cupped her face into her hands "You know you can tell me anything Izzy"
Isabelle took a deep breath and started from the beginning "Well you know that part I went to a couple months ago at Kayla's house?"
Olivia nodded remembering how her daughter had practically begged her to let her go to that party it was suspose to be the best of the early but Isabelle still had a curfew at 12:00 which she broke when she came home at 3:00 am Olivia was worried sick calling everyone from the police squad to go out and look for her. Eventually she showed up and was ground for 4 weeks.
"Mom please don't be mad at me but I um I had sex that night" She fiddled with her fingers "With Lizzie's boyfriend"
Olivia sucked in the air trying not to show her anger "Isabelle why would you do that it's bad enough you were having sex in the first place but with someone else's boyfriend I thought I taught you to have respect for yourself and wait until your in love"
"Yea well maybe I couldn't wait" she replied coldly.
"I'm so disappointed in you Isabelle" Olivia said lifting herself from the floor barely looking at her daughter.
Isabelle grabbed her mothers arm before she had a chance to leave the room "Mom wait there's something else I have to tell you.
"What is it Isabelle?"
"I'm pregnant" Isabelle said in a vague whisper.
"What was that I couldn't hear you" Olivia replied stepping closer to her daughter.
"I'm pregnant mom" Isabelle said a little clearer and louder. Tears suddenly rolling down her cheeks. She had been planning on telling her mom about her pregnancy for a while now but she never knew when exactly was the right time. Since she came clean about Lizzie and the party there was no better time than now.
"Mom say something please say something yell at me anything" Isabelle pleaded
Olivia opened and closed her mouth trying to find the right words to say. Did she hear her daughter correctly she was pregnant. Pregnant ? She was barely 15 . Barely out of 8th grade. And she was pregnant.
Olivia was frozen.
Isabelle stood up and hesitantly wrapped her arms around her mother. Kissing her cheek before nuzzling into her neck "I'm sorry mom if I could take it back I would"
Olivia slowly wrapped her arms around her weeping baby girl.
"Its okay baby well get through this you and me well get through this" Olivia choked out before planting a kiss on her daughters forehead.
This was a time were she had to be strong for herself and for her baby girl.
-Hope you like this story popped my svu fan fiction cherry :Dlol
